Love Is All Around...

2012-01-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

It's my 21st!

21st b'day might be a very big day for most ppl but to me, its just another b'day!

i wanna thank everybody who wished me happy b'day or celebrated the day with me. It really means alot to me, u've shown me tat im not alone, not lonely and im loved by most of u.

i have to say im a pretty terrible person, in terms of character. I'm super short tempered ; i can get irritated by the slightest things, im unreasonable ; i live by my rules and expect everybody to live by them as well, im self centred ; i dont like to be forced to do things that i dont like even if it means upsetting the majority ( i dont give in @ all).

i hate all that part of me but that makes me who i am. im not gonna change for anybody so u either accept me or leave me. Your choice! i have been this way for 21 years and im gonna stay tat way till i feel that i need to improve as a person ( just not the time being) .

will upload more pictures soon!!

XOXO

2011-12-29T10:38:00.003+08:00

I'm coming to realize that i have been spending so much time earning money that i have neglected alot of important things in life. I have been neglecting my friends and love ones, forgeting my role in their lifes!

They have been trying very hard to make our friendship work and last but i didnt help them to make everything work. i rejected numerous 'dates' with them becoz i took up so many work schedule.

i have been putting money on top of alot of stuff , until recently i've realized im losing alot of close friends, friends that once means alot to me.

Dearest friends,

im so sorry for neglecting u guys. Give me some time to reorganize my piorities. i promise very soon i will be there for u guys and lend u the listening ears that u need!

Love,

Xuan.

2011-12-25T01:27:00.001+08:00

i hate myself for having terrible moodswings but i hate u for not understanding my 'moodswings'.

2011-08-03T13:23:00.007+08:00

First week in HONGKONG with QH !
^.^

The dim sum session that we cant miss EVERY MORNING !!

Tried the shared tea in HK n its almost the same !

On the first class cabin train !

OUR ALL TIME FAV !!!

SHOPPING TIME !! :))

HAving our dinner at a CHEAP n Yummy "cafe"

DESSERT !

Yoyurt !

Not that yummy compared to yummi !!

n the 'cannot dont eat' cold noodles !!

Missing it now !

XOXO

2011-07-31T11:44:00.000+08:00

I'm BACK !!

Update soon !

2011-06-13T10:38:00.002+08:00

Leaving for HK in a few hours time !!

Im feeling excited and alittle sad abt it..

The $$ that i can earn if do not have leave makes me upset !!

watever it is...

i will be back SOON !!

XOXO

2011-06-08T10:13:00.004+08:00

KTV session with Mummy and Auntie Ying !

With Auntie Ying !

With Pretty Mummy !!

This is the song i used to listen to mummy sing when i was really young !!

I love this song !!

Mummy's Favourite !

Love this one too !!

*MUST LISTEN*

ENJOY !!

XOXO

2011-06-05T09:42:00.006+08:00

It's GRADUATION DAY !!!

3 yrs for that piece of Cert !!

After mths of taking the last test paper..we finally get to see each other again...

Outside Convention Centre !

..
Finding our seats !!
Inside convention !!

GOT IT !!!!

PHOTO TAKING TIME!!!

With my invited guest !!

With my Classmates and Friends !!

Whined to my teacher becoz i wan him to do the TWIST !!

Unwillingly he DID it !!

N my signature pose become HIS !!

3yrs of poly ended in a blink.

Lots of hapiness , saddness , tears and laughter !
At times when im super DOWN , some were there for me.

When i needed advise and listening ears , thanks for lending me one.

Thanks for tolerating my ReallY LOUD voice , my rude behaviour ( once in a while) n my mood swing.

All the best for Ur future !

XOXO

2011-05-19T14:36:00.005+08:00

Its My Birthday !! :)

Went Carlton Hotel for Dim Sum with Daddy !!

Had Dinner at home !!

Daddy cooked my FAVOURITE DISHES !! :)

*Finger Licking Good*

Birthday Cake !

Its seems like Daddy think its his Birthday !!

LOL

Birthday Celebration With Dearest at 313

Our Food and Us !

BBFs !!! :))

Love ,

Xuan !!

2011-05-06T09:51:00.010+08:00

HAPPIEST SEASONs OF THE YEAR ! :)

Simple celebrations like that is LOVED !

we do not need atas dinners becoz its the company that matters MOST !!

First Xmas celebration with the Ettusias Gossip Girls !

XOXO

Everybody is to prepare 1 or 2 dishes !!

Mal : seafood platter -.- "

a mixture of all fried food !!

Sam : potota pizza !

Ong : dessert ; yogurt with fresh fruits

XE : pumpkin Soup and pasta !! (she's the best cook)

LH : salad

Me: as usual , grilled salmon:)

how could we miss gift exchange on Xmas !! :)

The worst present came from MAL !!!

BBBOOOOO !!

haha !

Second Xmas celebration !!

Mahjong and pizza hut delivery

GIFT EXCHANGE AGAIN !!!

Xmas is kinda not complete without COOKIES !!

Baking time !!!

Last Xmas celebration !!!
with the usuals !!

Its time for Xmas carol !!

After Xmas ...ITS COUNT DOWN TO 2010 !!

@ holland Village !!

Everything with FRIES is YUMMLICIOUS !!!

How could a meal be complete with sinful food !!

Derssert time !!

My All time Favourite !!

@ harry's :)

Happy 2010 !!

Love,

Xuan !

2011-04-11T10:10:00.005+08:00

Why do i end up like this in love ?

There are fears that i have inside ,

there are emotions that i dont express

and feelings that i dont share....

I'm afraid that u will find me not understanding ,

so i stopped saying IMY and stopped asking when r u coming back..

I'm afraid that u will find me irritating ,

so i reduced the no. of time msging u becoz u will be in the office...

I'm afraid that u will find me childish ,

so i stopped PING-ing u on bbm

I'm afraid of doing almost everything

becoz im afraid of losing u....

i used to think that its best that couples seldom meet becoz it reduces the chances of quarreling ,

so i looked out for guys that r going army or for some particular reasons they r seldom in town.

But i no longer feel this way now..

The feeling of missing the other party so badly yet u cant see/meet is unbearable.

thats exactly how i'm feeling right now..

to show my unhappiness i always end up throwing tantrums to the other party

n i feel bad too....

i dont wish to tell u how i feel or express myself anymore is becoz there is nothing u can do to make me feel better..

u dont have to ask me wat i want u to do becoz i dont know wat i want too...

Im not happy at all ,

just let me stay away from u for awhile....

Love,

Xuan

2011-04-11T09:29:00.005+08:00

It's Ah lian's birthday !!! .

celebrated Jas birthday at IndoChine , Clarke Quay

Great ambience but SUCKY food !

we couldnt stop complaining abt how bad the food was when we leave the restaurant

Pay $$ until damn 'bu gan yuan'

Looks Good but...:(((

The orea cheesecake made by XE !

Its duper good , even better than some that is found in cafes !!

Take a pictures , make a wish and cut the cake !!! :)

BFFs forever !!!!

PS : Thanks for always being a da jie ! love YOU !!

Love,

Xuan :)

2011-04-11T09:03:00.005+08:00

Satisfying our CRAVINGS !!

@ newton food market :)

we ordered watever we could think of ..

and we finish every bit of food !!

*finger licking good*

then off to clarke quay for some tea...^.^

Need to wash away the oil..

but we do have one that ordered some coffee or chocolate drink

obviously she is not afraid of the oil in the food !

Japanese Cuisine @ Central :)

i accidentally deleted the pictures on food..

but i rmb the food is not too bad !!!

Love,

Xuan :)

2011-03-29T10:52:00.005+08:00

You r no longer worth mentioning !

i can simply say that 2011 is the worst year EVER ! dont doubt me when i say its the worst year , how can someone visit the clinics and police station as much as i did in less then 3 months ?

i visited the ICA building almost twice every mth.. Why r there so much things that i need to settle ? Everytime when i manage to settle one issue , a new issue will pop up.. Life is a bitch !!

there are countless times i end up in tears becoz i think there r too much to bear. there are so much things that i need to handle and squeezing out the time to settle every little thing is HARD !

And its all becoz of U !!

okay , im being a little baise here..

everything that had happen is not all your fault..

but partially is U !

i might not totally understand how u feel but wat u have lost , i losed it too.

but i did not throw temper like u did.. i did not lay fingers on others like u did..

just becoz i dont show how i feel doesnt means i dont feel it..

just becoz i dont shed tears doesnt means im not sad.

watever u have done is unforgivable , i will never forgive u.

from now onwards u r not worth mentioning anymore..

u r non existance in my life .

n becoz of all the shits u have given me it made me stronger..

every obstacle conquered is gonna make me a stronger and tougher.

But im not gonna say Thank you..

Love,

Xuan :)

2011-03-29T10:09:00.005+08:00

Its The Pink Themed Party !

Happy Birthday MICHY ! :)

@ my place, getting ready for the party ..

Her Birthday 'Card' They camwhore...

and i eat !

I was so hungry and the buffet was so GOOD !!

*YUMS*

Pictures with the B'day Girl !

PS : i have not been blogging as much as before..apart from pictures , i really dont know wat to post...

lots of stuff is running through my mind but i really am lazy to blog it all out :(

Love,

Xuan

2011-03-08T09:33:00.005+08:00

Its THEIR B'day !!! :)

Celebrated WJ 's birthday at Zirca .

Birthday Boy with he's lovely girl .

The Guys !

Its the Girls !

Its Zirca 's 2nd YEAR !!! :)

MY came after her work !! Duper late !

Ended Our night with....
*YUMS*

I didnt know im so vulnerable,

i didnt know that i do not have the courage to face all problems.

Recently whenever i meet with problems,

i just wanna run..

i wanna hide

i wanna cry.

Can u take me to a secret place...

Just u and me...

Promise me,

there will only be butterflies...

Love,

Xuan !

2011-01-29T09:26:00.005+08:00

Life had been pretty busy for me lately so i didnt have the chance to update my blog..

but i promise to update more often ...

there are still lots of pics n events that i haven upload..:(

its all so LAST YEAR...

MY DEAREST AH MAL's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Her Birthday 'CAKE' from OVA ! :)

She's SUPER DUPER HAPPY when i pass her my HANDMADE CARD !! :)

(i ASSUME)

Your wish is to stay tgt with me FOREVER...

i know !!

CELEBRATION WITH THE BITCHES !!

Korean BBQ...

end up being stinky AGAIN !!

HATE IT !!

i SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY LOVE them ALL !!!!

im really glad that we came tgt as a clique...

im happy whenever i spend time with u GUYS !!

*muacks*

Dessert at BUGIS !!!

Ending the post with AH MAL's CRAMPED FACE !!!

MUAHAHA !!!

Love ,

Xuan :)

2011-01-03T13:10:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS DRAMA QUEEN!!!

had an early celebration with drama queen at Sushi tei :)

After ignoring each other for almost 1 year..im glad we are back on talking terms!!
^.^

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2nd celebration : BBQ with my USUALS!!

XE and i got up early to get the 'cake' done ! :)

i know the 'cake' is chio... DONT ENVY!!! haha

GETTING THE BBQ STARTED!!!

With the GUYS!

Looks Good n Taste Fab !!

Time to blow the 'cake' n make a wish...

Happy birthday my dearest..

i dont think u will be reading this n i know this post came kinda late...

im grateful for all the love and concern u have showered me with . i can never forget how u comfort n hug me whenever i break down n cry.

i know wat u have done for me and the family and i really appreciate it.

i promise to love u till the end of time.

Love,

Xuan

2010-12-19T11:19:00.005+08:00

Days With My Sweethearts !! :)

Butter Factory AGAIN !! :)

Japanese Buffet @ RiverView Hotel !! :)

With them , im always able to satisfy my cravings..

Ong will do all the reservations for us..

The sweetest and the most thoughtful GIRL !

*muacks*

We left the place feeling super BLOATed!!
n lots of food wasted !!

Cant wait for 26th to come.. we are gonna go for seafood dinner !! :)

i used to feel that im the most fortunate girl on earth..

i have love from my parents , siblings , relatives, friends and bf but things started to fall apart...

maybe afterall ...

Some things do come with an expiry date...

In love , passion do die off and by then u r not sure whether is it love or u r just used to each other's presence...

In friendship , there will be a day when u can no longer tolerate each other's nonsense and start drifting apart...

the ONLY love that will last is from your family and ralatives....

From now onwards...i should really appreciate and tressure everyone ard me becoz i dont know when they will decide to leave me and make me feel all alone again...

Love,

Xuan

2010-12-08T22:02:00.004+08:00

Secondary School Gathering ! BBQ!! :)

Had not seen them for the longest time and im glad they 'invited me..:)

With Mark.. the ' Green tea man' :)

It hurts when u lose someone that is once your closest friend. But looking on the positive side, losing this friend give u a chance to know other people better..

Who knows , u might click better with your new friends :)

Positive thinking for the win !!

LASTLY....

XOXO

2010-11-13T15:06:00.016+08:00

Our HOME Cooked Dinner!! :)

We can all be amazing HOUSEWIFEs!!!

All of us manage to cook an edible dish..:)

Mayne's Chilli Crab

The redundant soup by Mayne too...

Nobody really drank the soup..

Bboooohhhoooooo

The 'man tou 'mei...

My fried egg with tomato...
Simple n DELICIOUS!!
Our yummy-licious dinner is DONE!! :)
As usual we didnt manage to finish everything!!
why do we always buy so much ingredient,
we should really learn to not waste food!!!!!!

n im the cleaner of the day!!
Told u im a 100% good housewife! :)

After dinner is CAMWHORE time!! :)
Posing for pictures help us to burn some calories too..:)

When we get kinda of BORED...

we decided to play WAYANG!! :)

Transformation time!!

HY is the first to be done...

Her first LOOK!

After awhile she decided to do something to the brows...

'TA-DANG' she's DONE!!

OUR FINAL LOOK!!!

we took lots of time to draw the prefect scary look!!

we even scare the shit out of each other...

*muahaha*

WE ARE READY TO SCARE U!!!

We dont mind looking idiotic...

sometimes we do look retarded too...

We are the super talented Ghost..

we can do Chinese dance...

we can scare you and make u scream!!

(XE is the 'ke lian gui' )

haha!

n we can act chio too!! :)

GROUP PICTURES!~!!

We are the KPOs!! :)

Does this picture reminds u of shutter??! haha

Finally we r removing the 'cute-zy' n ghostly mask..

i like it when we can just do anything tgt...

we dont mind looking ugly,being unglam and retarded infront of each other...

i cherish everyone of you...

lets promise to make our friendship last forever n ever...

i will promise

to lend u a listening ear when u need one,

a shoulder to cry on when u r down,

give u a warm hug when u feel alone.

i love each n everyone of u..:)

love,

xuan:)

2010-10-30T10:21:00.007+08:00

BIRTHDAY Celebration For Dasxon n 021!!! :)

@ pizza hut with all the classmates!!

The " che peh peh"s who always peeps @ girls boobs..-.-"

With my Love n Hate friend..

Love him for his honest comments.. n hate him for all the insults n teasings

With the Girls...:)))

my Love n Hate friend can be quite GROSS @ times!!

2nd Celebration @ F.I.S.H

With Mr big Tummy!!! lol

BIrthday Girl n Boy

1st Take with the GIRLS!!!

2nd TAke!!

A BIRTHDAY 'CARD' FROM ME TO U(021) :)

Sometimes u love to ignore me...

Once in a while,u will listen to me be talk attentively....

sometimes u love me too much or i irratated u too much...u wanna WACK me..

i know thats a sign of love... :)

u love to mess up my hair...

u love to ask me why i so not shu nu ,always burp n yawn with my mouth open...
n of coz sometimes i will mess up your hair too..

BITE u real hard on your arms..

pinich u when u irritate me...

then u will show me the blue black the very next day...

but of coz in terms of strength..U always WIN!!!!

i love the way we play tgt...

making our friendship stronger...

This year lots had happened ,all the awful issues n events almost broke us up when both of us n almost everybody thinks we WOULDNT quarrel

i ignored u , u noticed n asked other friends to take care of me...

times when we almost quarrel , u chose to keep quiet n tell me im the last person u ever wanna quarrel with...

BUT OF COZ THERE ARE TIMES that we can laugh tgt...

i like it when i dont have to say a word , just look at you n u totally understand wat i want n how i feel...

i like it when we notice something tgt,we dont need to tell each other to 'hey u see..' ,n start to burst into laughter..

i like it when u tell me things that had happened in your life..

i like it when u share secrets n lastest gossips with me...
i like almost everything abt u n as your dearest friend i accept all your imperfection too..

just like u accepted who i am...

im glad that u always show concern when u know im upset.. i like it when we say out all the unhappiness we have abt each other.. being frank n honest abt every little issue made our friendship STONGER!!!

i just wanna let u know that, no matter wat happen , ups or down, i will always be by your side to lend u a shoulder to cry on n give u a big hug to tell you that everything gonna be OKAY!! :)

Be HAPPY Always

love,

xuan!!

2010-10-08T12:44:00.007+08:00

SUPER LONG AGO EVENTS!!!

Went Mbs with my GFs..

Thanks rae for inviting us..:)

Swam under the moonlight..

n we are so lucky we get to watch the fireworks for the youth olympic..:)
i didn't take any pictures becoz my bb is not with me..

u can see it in FB..:)

Dinner with Ettusias Girls...

Butter with my new bffs...

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Cheater 'Bug' EVERYWHERE!!
(story not base on my experience)

Recently i heard lots of bf/gf cheating on their partner.. sadly they have to accept n forgive the fact that their partner cheated on them...

They cant bear to leave the r/s... they are so in love with their partner.. they cant stand the fact that life will be different after they LEAVE!

They believe in giving them the last chance.. but their partner took the chance for granted n did not learn from the lesson.... they beg for the chance again.. n the innocent party gave chance again..n it goes on...

The cheating partner expect their partner to trust them again wholeheartedly , never be doubtful abt them.

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But the fact is... no matter how much the innocent party wants to trust you.. there will still be a thorn in the r/s... they can never trust u like before... they can never believe every single word that u say no matter how badly they want to...

And before the guilty partner starts to ask their partner to trust them AGAIN... ask yourself..apart from keep apologizing..wat have u done to make the innocent party wanna trust u again...trust is to be gained.. stop saying that u will not do it again..

Prove n Show it to them that the chance that is given is worth it.. n the r/s is worth fighting for...

In the world of love.. shouldn't it be just you n me.. u said u love me then why is there a third party.. after all how much u love me?? maybe not enough to make u wanna stay faithful...

XOXO

2010-09-27T11:29:00.009+08:00

Our Little GETAWAY!!

we are all millionair @ batam..ha! :)

the ferry ride is just 50minutes..super near!!

Killing Time!

Weapon Of the day!

Ha! dont know why ah lian siew will have this with her!-.-

Our thousand dollars Breakfast!

1st stop: Massage!!

Good n cheap.. 40 over dollars for 1.5hrs!!

Full body scrub n body massage..

Stop2: watever mall for lunch! ^.^

We all had a hard time counting the ZEROS!!

damn annoying!!

Shopping then A&W before we leave!

Had a great time with all of them!!

we should plan more oversea trips!!

dont forget our korea, bangkok n taiwan trips! love all!

Was on the bus with XE n LXE yesterday..n we happen to be talking abt the retarded School Rules and some stupid stuff we did in our secondary sch...

*personal comment*

1) NO vulgarites

this is kinda stupid becoz vulgarties helps us to express ourselves better n if we ever wanna F the person.. it sounds more like we MEAN it!!

In a situation when u r angry...

1) F-king hell

2) super angry

which ones sounds BETTER ,sounds angrier? of coz is 1 :)

i rmbed my clique n i always burst out laughing when Ah lian SIew says "knnbccb" lol

2)Punishment for lateness

Our PE teacher always make us run round a fountain(not really a fountain..those water flowing decoration) whenever we r late or we are to go for detention... BOOOO!

3) NO loitering during lesson

Cannot even go for a walk when lesson gets a little BORING!! :(

4) Need to wear a toilet PASS before going to toilet...

i HATE the idea of asking PERMISSION to go toilet... ur bladder is already bursting n some teacher would not allow u to go toilet coz of some stupid thinking of theirs... n they even lay down rules in the beginning of the semster saying NO TOILET DURING THEIR LESSON!! EVIL!

STUPID THINGS TAT WE DID!! :)

1) My clique n i discuss to skip school/lesson tgt.. go to polyclinic to get MC tgt..:)

2) 'Pon' class n hide in library n do nth or 'xian' the library uncle!! HAHAH!!

3) Discuss a timing/ lesson to go toilet n chit chat( in some lessons we are all in diff class)

4) Take detours just to prevent the DMs from seeing us becoz we know we will be caught for blouse/skirts or watever...

5) influencing our classmates to not go to camp..

our form teacher even questioned us saying ' Heard that you guys are telling ppl not to go camp ..is it true?'

we all just shake head and say 'NO'

hahah but obviously we DID!!

we told them that the camp sucks.. shower room no door then the camp leaders will hurry you to shower faster and blah blah blah.. n LXE dont wanna go becoz she dont wanna become TAN... -.-"

obviously we did manage to change some of our classmates mind.. but when the others are back from camp..they told us how fun it is... we all REGRETTED!! :(

our PE teacher even punished us n make us do some stuff they did in the camp.. like..

the students in the camp learn how to roll a boat or the parts of a boat sth like that..

so he made us carry benches to the Parade Sq..pretending that the benches is the boat.. then we have to roll the 'BOAT' under the HOT sun!! *Retarded*

6) Food Fight..

LMY n XE splashed food n soft drinks on each other becoz they were quarrling..

*so FUnny*

of coz both lists goes on..but i think this are the more memorable ones.. :)

Becoz of all the 'stupid' School Rules n fun stuff my clique n i did tgt.. it made secondary school life FUN n memorable!!

Rmb rules are meant to be broken..

BUT rules like cheating in exam n fighting are not MEANT to be broken..^^

Lead a crazy life not a life that is boring n always on the safe side!! :)

Happy Children's day people!! :)

xoxo

2010-09-17T08:14:00.012+08:00

HI!! Im back!!

Exams are finally OVER n i have neglected my blog for almost a mth!! so sorry abt that!! There are gonna be lots of update n lots of upcoming events!! GONNA BE A Super busy SEP n OCt!! my schedule for SEP is already FULL!! So if u r gonna ask me out, PLZ tell me asap!! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KE-NI!!! FRIENDS 4EVER!!
Celebrated our charming leo's birthday @ pasir ris!! :)

Waiting for the guys to start the fire!! :)

(we know we got the best guys n fire starters with us!)
LY, XE n XE

The RARE ppl that hardly comes out with us!

WHERE IS OUR AH LIAN SIEW???

MY gossip BOY!! He gossips with us(the girls) n he watches GOSSIP GIRL!!

Our forever cutest ELMO!!

OUR LOVELY 'GAY' PARTNERS! :)

THe guys are having FUN n wasting FOOD!!

THE COUPLES!

THE GUYS!

ALL THE GIRLS!

Happy belated birthday Mr KE- NI!! :)

Some 'Friends' are meant to be DUMPED!!

In life, we will meet all kinds of people, we become friends with some, n some become acquaintance. im fine having acquaintance n in fact i have quite alot n they r the people that i dont really need to spend time with. As for FRIENDS, of coz we will spend time tgt, we will gossip , go shopping n do the things we like TOGETHER! :)

But as time goes by, u realize some people we call friends are so not WORTH it... n who are the not worth it 'FRIENDS'?

1) Seasonal Friends

ones that can be so nice when u r with them.. but suddenly they will disappear from your life for a period of time n COME back.. i dont know wats the pt of keeping them when u know they will not be there for u FOREVER. they come n go just like checking in and out of a hotel..

2) Friends that comes for a REASON!!

They will only text u when they need help! u never hear from them for like mths, n suddenly u recieve a text from them asking u for a favour! why do we have this kind of ppl on EARTH! they shouldnt even exist becoz they r such a TURN OFF! Even if u helped them , they wouldnt even be thankful/ grateful.. they think its a MUST of a friend. they are just reciever n never GIVES!!

3) Friends that never SHARE!

Communication is the essential part of every FRIENDSHIp. if u dont share details of ur life with them then why be friends? u dont even allow them to enter your life n be part of it, friends should share both their sorrows and happiness..if u think only ur bf/gf is interested then u r TOTALLY WRONG!! Friends will always lend u a helping hand n a listening ear! :)

4)Friends that thinks their BF/GF is their WORLD

they will only call n ask u out when they quarreled or broke up with their bf/gf. n when they found a new one or patched things up with their bf/gf , they will be GONE!! A msg to all this 'FRIENDS', Plz go FUCK yourself, u r the ultimate loser n the worst creature on earth!! u dont know the importance of friends n u r just a self centred idiot!

5) Friends with serious personality issues

serious attitube problem, a stupid liar or watever that is very SERIOUs!

of coz the list will go on n on ..im just listing a few..i used to think that as a friend we should be understanding n try to compromise in watever situation as long as it doesnt 'bite n hurt' but u have to wake up n understand that some people are definitely not WORTh it.. they are just taking advantage of you n trying to make use of u for their own benifit..

we r not being selfish n a total bitch here.. we r just thinking sensibly... i dont wanna waste my time ,effort n money on people who treat true friends like shit..people who doesnt know how to show appreciation n take our help for granted are not our FRIENDS!!

in our life ,we chose who stays n who leaves.. chose wisely becoz u definitely dont wanna waste your time crying over a stupid 'friendship' that u once value..:)

im lucky that i dont have much of this friends ard..maybe 1 or 2..n im in the process of dumping them coz i have had enough of them n whenver their name is mentioned i have so much to complain n i will start to BOIL..totally not worth it!!

i have friends that i wanna keep for life.. i know i can call them @ 4am..know that they will be there for me when i need help n advice..they r the people that i dont need to worry abt losing n them walking out of me becoz i know they wouldnt..:)

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

PS: n people plz dont be so dumb by dumping all your friends..friends that have serious late problem, problem deciding this n that, blur or tease u in watever way.. they dont need to be DUMPED.. they just need to be SCOLDED!! if u just anyhow dump your friends.. one day they will DUMP YOU!! so plz be smart!

I hope everybody will find their dearest friends..friends that they trust n can rely on:)

BEST OF LUCK!

xoxo

2010-08-12T14:36:00.011+08:00

STEAM STEAM STEAM!!

THe steamboat we had a year ago...

My pretty GF still have not change abit and i still LOVE her!!

A yr later which is last week...

We have not change abit, apart from the fats we shed or gain and our hair..we are still standing close and holding hands...:)
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Preparation time!!

We had learnt from our previous steamboat 'lesson' to not grab watever we see in the supermarket!! we have to keep telling ourselve to CONTROL!! Gladly we only brought 40plus dollars food compared to last time when we brought 80plus dollars food, we had improved TREMENDOUSLY!! *CLAPS*

WE still didnt manage to finish all the FOOD!! Little bird STOMACH!

THE DISHWASHER FOR THE NIGHT!! hua-ahah..smart me manage to escape from the cleaning part!! ^.^

After that we went clarkequay for dessert!! the famous dessert shop!! ( not sure whether is it only famous in our clique or everybody knows..) ahah

YUMMY_LICIOUS

BURNT UNDER THE SUN!!

Netball 'competition' with my CUTEST juniors!

before we even start they cant stop saying that they wanna trash US!! sadly.. we trashed them with a score of 21-7? AHAH!!

SHE"S SO BUSY in love that i could hardly meet her!! -.-"

My junior's junior..ahaha!! they look super young..i seriously feel that this is how youngsters/teenages should look .. why do i look so old when i was their age??!?!!:((

I Wanna be a PREFECT GIRL!! ending up being A PLASTIC GIRL!

Isn't just my clique or all girls ard my age wanna go for ps? my clique and i have always been discussing abt this topic since...8652976586yrs..ahahah there are areas that we r not happy or satisfied abt.. and we so WANNA do sth abt it...

then out of a sudden someone said ' U also not very ugly why u wanna do PS? there are more normal/ugly girls out there yet living happily with wat they have!!'

TRUE enough!! i simply dont get it , why do i wanna do this and that to my face when im not very ugly or have really big n ugly scars on face...BUT i guess everybody wants to be PREFECT! beautiful face with slender body is every GIRLs dream.....HARD TO ACHIEVE!

So for the time being, i srsely need to pursuade myself to drop the idea of being that 'PREFECT' girl.. i need not belong to the looks department but i can be a girl with a A* personality!! pretty face attracts the guy but beautiful personality makes him stay!

HENCE ....

Im gonna work on my personality, not gonna transform myself into those soft and sweet girls but let my very own personality SHINE!! *winks* i dont wanna lose myself, i wanna improve myself.. so..

firstly , i dont want to be name as 'the princess' anymore,not gonna complain and whine whenevr i dont feel like doing sth or i think that i might suck in it... am gonna try my very best to take on any hardship and challenge!!

secondly, my temper!! not gonna be a short temper queen!! i swear i gonna take really deep breath whenever i want to swear damn badly and SMILE!! ( working hard for this)

thirdly, quit being a BITCH! this is very hard... all girls likes to gossip so do i.. everyday a girl needs to speak almost ten over thousands of words?! ( im not very sure abt the figures..but i think its ard there...) if i dont gossip and bitch ,then how am i gonna finish using the ten over thousands of words in a day!! U TELL me?!

maybe not totally QUIT gossiping and bitching, but lesser?! haha

i know u think i have more areas (in terms of character ) that needs to be improve .. like stop being a rude bitch.. swearing ah lianand blah blah blah... I KNOW!! but im very lazy to continue and i need to go out NOW!! haha!!

before u start pin pointing my flaws.. u should know that im SUPER kind hearted , filial , fun @ times.. hardworking, quite witty and a super good listener!! so it seems like i have more plus pts then flaws!! haha!!!

i know if u r reading this... u might wanna slap me for being a thick skin...just feel free to say wat u like in my tagboard!!

xoxo!

2010-08-02T18:59:00.010+08:00

Great WEEK with THe SWEETEST people!! hearts my new favourites!!
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After work SHOPPING with Ah Ong!!

i was desperately in need of a maxi dress for Ah Hong's birthday celebration so she was kind enough to accompany me.. but that was not really our priority...the main purpose to meet up was to get a birthday present for Ah Hong..but we got nth for her except clothes for ourselves HA!
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When we r finally done with our shopping....

DINNER TIME!!

Korean BarBeQue @ Taka!!

Its super affordable and the sets consists of different types of dishes in big quantity!!

We could hardly finished any dishes.. we forced the bbq-ed chicken down our throat coz she insist we dont waste food..when we wasted all the other dishes except for the chicken and the pan-cake she dao bao for her bf..-.-"(retarded)

We got little bird's Stomach!! haha

the pictures are obviously 'stolen' from her blog.. can u see her blog address @ the bottom right hand corner !!

i tot she was kind to bbq for me..instead she started to do a few pieces then she STOPPED and i did the rest!!

arsehole!!

Spent the whole day with her.. n im starting to get sick of her ,she's a total TURN OFF!!

hahah!!
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Just Kidding! Love YOU, Ah ONG!!

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AH HONG'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! ^,^

PLace: Hard Rock Cafe

Theme: Maxi Dress!

its my first time wearing maxi dress and i almost trip and fall in town..-.-" i need to take smaller steps resulting in super slow walks... so if i ever need to walk faster i'll have to pull my dress up to my knee!! super UNGLAM!!-.-"

this is AH Hong!! :)

i think she looks like an angel here..u know those sent from god.. the lighting is super good!! haah

A picture with the birthday Girl..:)

the appetizer that made us lose our appetite for our main course!!

Ong is grabbing Sam's flabby arms..hahaha

The super powerful band!! i love their songs/ the way they sing the song..

'The first cut is the deepest...baby i still need u by my side....'
The lovely Four!! my favourite new friends!!

'Pretty' Liars with Dirty little lies....

Sam and i were talking abt Mal's status @ the counter abt poeple who lie to their partners ought to be killed..sth like that..i cant find the status anymore...

Me: Did u lie to ur bf before?

Sam: NO!

Me: Are u serious? 3 yrs and never lie before?

Sam: NO! why u lie before huh?

Me: emm... Ya..ahah

Sam: Why u lie?

Me: To prevent quarrels and unhappiness

Sam: wah..thats a guy's thinking..

Have u tell a lie to someone u love before? i had.. have u? does little white lies count? if i lie to save a relationship, then why not?

i know honesty is the best policy, we are not suppose to abuse someone's trust and blah blah blah....but if telling the truth does not help in anyway then why not?? and if i tell the truth and be honest about EVERYTHING, will u promise to do the same?

I used to think this way but not now!!

when u did sth wrong, it take lots of courage to come clean.. but after u tell the truth , the sense of guilt will lessen and YESH ur gf/bf will make a fuss! hahaha

when they cool down and think abt it , they will admire your courage and they r glad they are worth the truth ; not pretty lies that hides dirty secrets..:)

Being unaware of being lied to is better then hearing the truth from a third party...if u are a person who loves to kiss and tell then the possibility of your lover knowing they have been lied to is so HIGH!

When they know that their bf/gf lied to them, they dont know whether to confront them or not.. thay dont want to accuse them of sth they' did not' do and be named as the crazy ,paraniod gf/bf... they need evidence to confront them but they cant get hold of any... they simply cant do anything;trapped in the middle of nowhere..

IF u love them, show them

Dont lie becoz the person u love is worth the truth

IF u dont want to be lied to, then dont tell lies

Honesty helps to build trust and Trust is wat makes the relationship works

so dont fool the one with your words and pretty little lies..

xoxo

2010-07-24T10:17:00.005+08:00

HEY HEY!!!!

Have not been updating as the stupid com is super lag and irritating but the good news is..i sent it for servicing and its back to a more normal condition!! ^^ so do expect more frequent updates!! I PROMISE!!

LYDIA's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!~.~

Happy Birthday to u!

The lovely couple!! may u guys last a life time and stay sweet always!! love!

& lastly hope we could stay this way till the end of time!! always love u and be there for u! i SWEAR! xoxo

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if u have been reading my post , u would know that im not a person who likes to travel to extremely far places for food!! for ur info the furthest i went apart from changi airport is changi hotel for dinner.. sadly there is nth really amazing about the food but the night view is'oh so romantic' ...

I was shocked by myself when i actually went all the way to ang moh kio for the 'everybody also singing praises'crab bee hoon!! and YESH, its so yummy-licious...
NO regrets plus non stop finger licking!!!

Crab Bee Hoon

Chilli Crab
All My Favourite!!!

Farewells are always heartbreaking although we always console ourselves that farewell is not 'forever i will not see u again' kinda situation... when u spend time with the person laughing ,gossiping and chit chating, unknowingly u become emotionally attached, unknowingly the person become a small part of your life.... The person taught u things that u didn't have knowledge about , look out for u and try their best to help u whenever they can....

and out of a sudden they tell u they are leaving , leaving everything behind and moving on to the next chapter of their life...u cant give them a reason to stay, u cant think of one.. there is nth u can do to make them stay...words cant express the sadness u feel inside so tears did the talking on behalf of u....

but when your emotions are back to normal; u know that nothing lasts forever, people come and go in life, u know they are leaving for their own good...and u can only give them your blessings...

i tend to like someone very easily.. i will treat the person with sincerity and kindness if the person is nice to me...but whenever the time to bide goodbye arrives... sadness falls upon me agian..

Farewells are upsetting , i believe one day when this situation happens again i will not be upset anymore but learn to accept and give blessing to whatever their decision is...

being left is upsetting but that does not means the person leaving doesn't feel a tinge of sadness..

xoxo

2010-07-04T09:07:00.002+08:00

i know i have not been updating since long time ago.. have been so busy working, doing project and enjoying time with my beloved friends that i neglected my blog.. hahah! :)

Nth big or exciting had happened..there are pictures that i wanna upload but NOT now... everybody is crazy about worldcup...So am i!! i think germany will win the worldcup,wat abt u??
LOts of football HUNk are making me drool.. hahaha...France was my fav team but they were kicked out long time ago..:(

Gonna share with you guys my Current ADDICTIONs!!!!

Gossip Girls

Pretty Little Liars:

Hope you guys love it as much as i do!

Loves:)

2010-06-17T08:40:00.004+08:00

Hi People, I'm Back!! ^^

Mst is finally OVER!! phew! worked a little harder compared to last time!! since its the last year in poly i was wondering why not try my BEST!! i hope my hard work paid off!! ^^

Satisfying Our Cravings...

Super YUMS!!!

LOVE THEM ALL!!

Life is not a bed of ROSES!!

things had been pretty hard for me the past few days!! not gonna say wat exactly happened coz its over and i already made up my mind!! Awful stuff happened and i was kinda sad but at the same time i got to know who stood by me and who didn't... im glad tat whenever i need a listening ear there is always someone i can turn to.. and for those who keep giving excuses, Thanks..heard enough so save it!! some friends listen to wat i have to say and some faced it with me.. IM GLAD ,no matter which category u belong to, u guys helped me and felt for me!!

SRSLY LOVE U GUYS!!

On the brighter side, MUMMY is back.. had been spending time with her..not everyday but its quality time spent!! :) had a family dinner after so many years!! *HAPPY*
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for now, my major concern is FYP!! cant wait to complete EVERYTHING!! its so time consuming and a pain in my ass!! Everybody lets work hard TOGETHER!! nobody like FYP but... :(

Ps: i WANNA SLIM DOWN!! too much fats deposited in my body!! i so wanna say BYE BYE to them!!
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"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" Kate Moss

Love,

Xuan!

2010-06-07T09:02:00.003+08:00

HI ALL!!
First Paper Today!! gonna leave my blog alone for a few days!!

Wish me Luck!!

love all!

2010-05-28T12:42:00.008+08:00

BedTime Celebration! (Dc and JM birthday celebration)

Dress Code: Pyjamas
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Mayne and XE Getting the cake done!! ahah..not very well-ly done! cant blame they dont belong to the arty group!

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Getting the party Started!!
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Changed and Dressed!!

Booked a function Room with 10 computers and 1 wii!!
the guys are doing their fav thing!!

As expected lots of the guys did not dress according to the theme..initially the theme was retro monga then the guys complain these and tat..we changed and they still cant be properly dressed!!
PUNISHMENT!!

'ahahahah'

HAVOC TIME!

Our Favourite entertainers!

Say cheese to the camera!

after leaving the funtion room..we went to some games cafe in the same building.. but i was soo soo tired that i fell asleep almost immediately when we settled down..so no pics were taken! haha
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if u have been following my tweets.. u know these whole week was a drama for me..haha life's a roller coaster.. twist and turns, high and low.. but now everything is back to normal... and the important thing is IM A HAPPY GIRL NOW! ^^

Realize when issues start to surface the best way to solve it is not compromise and forget abt it but to voice it out!! i exploded few days ago.. we all know where went wrong but was too afraid to voice it out.. scolded,screamed and shouted..i guess they finally understand wat i was going through..and they let me know how they felt too.pretty happy abt it!! ^^

if u r my friend and i treated u as one too.. im willing to take all critics becoz i believe u know wats best for me... so next time PLZ let me know if u're unhappy with me.. dont leave me hanging and guessing! ALRIGHT?? ^^

exams are round the corner again.. guess we have to start getting our ass on the chair for long hrs and start mugging!! hope mr television and miss computer can stop asking me to turn them on! Cant wait for june coz i have taken 2 weeks of leave... had enough of those super rush and tired life!! need a break be4 i start to work again!!

Dont know wat influenced me.. but im starting to hate those negative thinkings.. all those ppl who keep say "haiz" ,"cannot one lah" and the list goes on ..are starting to piss me off!! plz stay away from me! i kinda hate being surrounded by negative vibes! STAY AWAY OR BE POSTIVE WITH ME! :)

PS: dining @ hard rock cafe later with my little sweethearts! like finallY...wanted to go there since 1 or 2 yrs ago!! ahah

love,

xuan

2010-05-23T19:42:00.003+08:00

Maybe we just dont understand each other tat well.. maybe all the issues lies with me.. our bond is so vulnerable..im so afraid tat anything more i say will spoilt it even more..im so sorry!

2010-05-23T19:42:00.000+08:00

2010-05-21T14:32:00.015+08:00

With my sweethearts!! ^.^

Steamboat @ my house.. met ard 6plus to get the ingredients.. as usual brought more then we can finish..damn alot of food left over..:(

Preparing...

Ong and LH

Sam and Ong

'Meow Meow' and i..hahah

Ong,XE and Gina

Cheers!

Had a great time with u guys..hope there will be more upcoming gatherings! xoxo!

I know who to strike off and who to value!!

No matter how long we know each other, respecting each other and being responsible for wat is said is still important.. i cannot take it when u agreed these moment then the very last minute u tell me u cant.. oh im sorry..i made a mistake u didn't even have the courtesy to tell me u cant make it! u ignored my text and phone call.. how sweet and nice is tat!! and the best part is i never even get an explanation from u till today!! GOOD JOB! i swear from this very moment im never gonna ask u out again...:)

sometimes im just so disappointed with my friends. sometimes i dont even know whether to tell them abt my life..its so tiring to start telling then u realize they are not very keen..u dont get the attention tat u need! then wats the pt of asking in the very first place. i kept my mouth shut sometimes is becoz i know telling u or dont..it doesnt make a difference. u dont feel for me and u just fake a listening ear..wats the point of having so many friends, good friends or best friend when the basic rule of being a good friend is to lend a listening ear! :)

u strike off ur boyfriend/girlfriend and your family then u ask yourself ,out of so many friends who is the one u can call @ 4am? who is the one tat wouldnt fuck u up and listen to every word u have to say.. if u think u dont need a friend and u dont have to answer that silly qn coz ur boyfriend will always be there for u..then wait till u break up.. but i have to tell u by then its too late..the people tat u call friend will know u treated them like a back up plan!:)

friendships is so hard to keep and maintain, sometimes becoz u dont put in effort i feel like giving up the friendship and the special bond we share as well....

xoxo

2010-05-07T09:03:00.012+08:00

HONGKONG FOOD TOUR!!
the food that i must have whenever im in hk.. putting aside all the calories they contain.. stop all the counting of colaries and fats..just DEVOUR!!!

The cafe that i must go everytime..even if it means by having less time to do shopping!!

the food is sooo F**king good and the great thing is..its so near my house! do u know tat its on those hk food guide books!! I SWEAR WITH MY LIFE TAT ITS STH U CANT MISS OUT!!
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Sharing the address with u guys!! so nice of me..:)

even the scramble egg is FAB!! u can be quite shock abt how tasty eggs can be..not exaggerating! and once u eat the food from these cafe..Singapore's 'hk cafe'really cannot be compared!!all i can say is different style..

the tun dan!! *o*

the family dinner very week!!

The smelly tofu and curry fishball and octopus!

'pu zhai kuo' my grandma use to buy these as breakfast everyday!

SATAy Noodles

This is my all time favourite..Duck tongue, frog leg,pig blood etc.....could hardly find these food in Singapore.. and even if found..it might not be as good...:o

Our favourite dessert....^.^

Cold noodles... mix and match shoikness... my friend told me there is one similar shop in bugis.. have not tried it yet!
although i keep praising Hk food that does not mean that singapore's food is not as good..its just tat singapore and hk is famous for different kind of food! i dont mean to say shit abt singapore's so called hk cafe..its just not tat good..but singapore's stingray and blah blah blah is great.. so.. just wanna make it clear...

Its Family and relatives i value..

BBBBBBBQQQQQ @ Kor Kor's house..

bean bean..

Hongkong is so A-W-E-S-O-M-E..and the guys tat are so Cute and cool.. lots of Shuai Ge-s..even those that does not belong to the looks department, their dressing is soo Cool and magazine like!! and i actually witness a couple of things there...

1) Most of the good looking guys dont have pretty hot gf..(sad case and kinda wasted) True love huh!!

2)The guys there have great complexion..u could hardly see any guys with lots of pimple..the not good looking ones will have amazingly good complexion too..AMAZING!!

3) Hk-ers have an issue with bring umbrella when pouring.. i was on the street one day and out of a sudden it strart pouring..but u could hardly see anyonetaking out an umbrella.. i asked my cousin abt it..and she say..they think its cool -.- i dont think getting drained , wet and flat hair is COOl @ all!!!

i dont know why..but after these trip i kinda value family ties alot.. used to think that i wouldn't go back and settle down after my studies.. but out of a sudden i so feel like going back and stay maybe for the rest of my life.. i LOVE singapore, very nice place and im so comfortable here.. i have all my friends here but all my family members are there.. used to think that friends are my everything..not realizing that...maybe a few years later.. they will have their own career and life..so maybe we might drift apart as well.. i might love them now but maybe after afew years things will not be the same anymore.. especially those with gf/bf i know its not gonna be the same..:) Just thinking..nth is really confirm now.. maybe the next moment i might change my mind..who knows!! :)

Cheers,

xuan!

2010-04-23T10:10:00.010+08:00

I'm BACK people..!!!!!
was back on monday..missed first day of school..it seems tat every start of the sem missing the first day is a practice..-.-' anyway HK was freezing like mad when i arrived , i wore super little clothes..my uncle told me i can wear T-shirts and shorts..-.- THANKS!! everypart of me was shivering especially my legs.. thanks to those shorts!! :)
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The Big Buddha!

The almost thousands steps that we have to climb be4 reaching the peak!!

Finally!!

The must have dou hua!!
i personally feel that the sesame paste taste better! :)

Disneyland..Fairyland...

A place that u only need to vist once and its kinda enough unless they got new attractions;)

The disney train!!

the place was beautifully designed... very fairytale....

The Sleeping Beauty Castle..

Reminiscing our childhood!!

Festival of the Lion King!!( musicial)

The mickey mouse 4D show..water splashing,Great sound effect!!

Winnie the Pooh Ride!

Tarzen Treehouse!!

raft to his house!

The FireWorks!!

My favourite disney character is none other then Cinderalla..Since i was very young i love her.. but i hate her blue gown.. i'll share with u why!! i have 2 elder sister @ home and when i was young i'm the one who is doing all the housework.. mopping and vaccuming the floor.. sometimes when i finish mopping but the floor is still freaking wet one of my sister will walk ard and her dirty foot prints will be seen..then i will shout @ her and start crying.. so i kinda see myself as cinderalla and they as the evil stepsister... so everyday im waiting for my prince to come and resue me..hahah sth like that!! dreaming still young..now i think of it..its kinda stupid!! anyway i guess everybody have their own fantasy since young!! some might they were superman or power ranger.. ahah who knows!! :)

wanna post my last tweet be4 i leave for hk.. but i didnt have the time.. i was so happily shopping @ DFS that i forgot the timing.. and we could hear our name announced through the system... we were running like crazy and by the time i reached the borading gate they wanted me to switch off my phone immediately.. wanna tweet in HK but there was no connection!! SORRY!

To be continued!

xoxo

2010-04-09T01:37:00.008+08:00

HI PEOPLE! last post be4 i leave for HONGKONG!!
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Timbre, celebrated WR and law's birthday the other day!! timbre serve really good pizza and their band is great too!! starting to fall in love with the place...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS!! may all your wishes come true and many happiness in the future years!! :)

BEST FRIENDS!! my guys are super nice and protective towards the gals.. from lots of inccidents i know u guys r GREAT!!

Shopping day with babygirl...

have been spending lots of time tgt and i really feel tat we have grown so much closer through the years!! may our friendship last a lifetime!!

ATE lots of food!! FAT FAT!! i could feel the fats finding a place to stay in my body!!!

Lets get BUTTERED @ butter factory!!

The korean girls we got to know through some friends!!! sweet girls :)we simply got a hard time communicating becoz they dont understand english..luckily we got someone who know japanese and they learned jaanese too!! ^^

The korea Wave!! a slice of them...

My cousin who celebrated her birthday in bintan and SINGAPORE!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! if u wanna say i look ugly w/o makeup..feel free to say it in my tagboard! i know its the "alittle too free" people's fav hobby..:)

The next day we went to the old market for supper!!

Alittle too much!! didn't manage to finish!! (as usual)

Visit from my Aunt and uncle from HK !!

Endless eating AGAIN!!!

@ the merlion!!

the next day we went to the bird park and sentosa! walk till my legs can break..and im duper tired!! cannot take it!!!

doing my blog post at such a late hr just to complete posting every thing be4 i leave for hk in a few hrs time!! Im really putting effort on my blog!!Claps for me!!

i came to realize that whenever im with diff people,i find a diff side of me.. not that i protrayed diff image infront of diff people on purpose..its just that sometimes when u're with diff people, u behave differently.. i might be quiet and reserved when im with you..but when im with a another person, i can be stupid and insane!! then some poeple might say..why are u faking or not being yourself.. but do u understand that not that im 2 face or watever..its just tat i dont feel comfortable showing u another side of me...and u r not able to bring out tat side of me either!!

okay im running out of time.. im leaving the house in 45minutes time and i have not pack my stuff!! will update my twiiter whenever i can and i'll update my blog when im back!!

xoxo!

2010-03-26T21:10:00.004+08:00

The break up season!

i once asked someone when is the break up season..he told me around christmas and valentine day..the reason is becoz if the person is not someone they wanna spend a long time with.. breaking up with them ard these time will help save $$..

i kinda think so too at that point of time but NOW... i doubt so.. i dont know wats happening but a couple of my friends just broke up.. within 2 weeks i have 4 friends who broke up with the one they loved dearly..

i have to admit im not good at comforting people who just broke up..i can give advice and lend u a listening ear...im totally okay with it becoz im your friend..im willing to go through all pains with u... but at the same time i do hope that u're in the process of picking yourself up too!

i understand how u feel, i know the pain that u are going through.. but wats over is over.. we have to pick ourselve up no matter wat..

heartaches,tears,pain are the process that everybody have to undergo when they break up... u might think its a big big deal now but after a couple of mths u know they are just shits that make our life look like shits!!! :)

Cheer up babies.. move on, u might not be able to forget it and im not asking u to forget it either becoz i didn't and i cant...just rmb both of u r happy when tgt and tats all that is worth rmbing... the rest will be washed away as time goes by...

only when the one that we thought can give us' forever' is gone..the right one will then appear!! ^^

lots of love and hugs,

xuan:)

2010-03-18T22:52:00.007+08:00

ALL IN ONE!!!

XE's birthday celebration!

XE is super weird.. asked her where she wanna celebrate her birthday..she say lau ba sha!! definitely my first time celebrating a friend's birthday at a market..-.-"

XE, xin fu the niu ren!! :)

happy birthday in advance XE!!May all your wishes come true..and your life be filled with lots and lots of love and happiness!! :)
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Neoprints with sweeties...Miss taurus-s and libra!!

ATTICA and PHUTURE!

that night was definitely the least fun night... left phuture at around 1plus 2..super early!! the music is boring and the crowd sucks!! ahahah!! total disappointment!
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PHUTURE LAST NIGHT!!

last night at phuture was supper HIGH!!! i love yesterday, had the best clubbing night since i started clubbing!! the music was normal at ard 1plus !!! ttthhheeennnn at ard 2plus 3..the music was damn shiok!!! cannot stop dancing and singing along!! im already missing the fun last night!!! u can never imagine how good was last night!! hahaha!!

its totally different from power house!! its much more 'higher' at phuture!!i dont know how to tell you guys..when u enter different clubs, the songs that are played might be the same but the feelings that they give is very different!! just go try all clubs and you will know the difference!!

went butter yesterday too.. but left after half an hr..didn't manage to get a feel of the music they play!! but i always rmb butter playing really good music!! its been almost a year ever since i visited butter.. and now they even have poles..WOW!! ^.^

after the super high jumping and dancing.. im super exhausted and HUNGRY!! FOOD TIME!*.*

had been having supper for the past few days...feeling super fat..really need to stop all the late night suppers!! JY!! resisting all temptations and the growling stomach! i must slim down!! i totally got a shock when i saw my passport photo..si bei ugly and fat!! cannot ta han anymore!!!

Wanted to book ticket for my hk trip then i realize my passport is expiring on sep!! which means i cannot leave town coz u can only leave town when your passport is expiring at least 6mths from the date of travel! super pissed!! went down to british high commission hoping to get things done asap,but its either close by the time i reach or the doc i not fully completed!! gonna go down tml AGAIN!!! hope everything can be done by TML!! plz!!

so happy that all my baby girls are leaving town too..although we are not going to the same country..but im happy coz nobody is left alone in sing.. :) no lonely babies in sing, all gonna have fun in diff countries or island!! all of us is coming back ard the same time, so we shall meet up when we are back OKAY?? ^.^

QH is going back hk with me!! CANT WAit to have lots of fun tgt!! we r going disneyland tgt...having late night shopping and spending quality time tgt!! love love!!

watched XX's wedding video today! i almost teared when the vows were said.. so touching.. then im kinda getting scare that i will be left on the shelve..scare that nobody will want to marry me and spend his life with me... scare that i might not be able to meet my Mr Right at the right time.. damn pathetic..*sobs* u might love me now..but will u still love me tml? stay in love with me till death part us?

ps: 'baby' and 'babe' is just a letter different but the meaning is so different! i rather u call me with the word that end with a 'y' then 'e'

pps: im starting to miss the fun i had last night! the fun is addiction!

love,

xuan