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10:18 AM Thursday, December 24, 2009


Baby Jas's 18th birthday.. WOOTS>>
(one mth ago..expired)
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started to prepare her celebration on the cabby..... the balloons are urber pretty..but damn ex...$.$



had not blown so much balloons for like a long long time.. used to blow lots of balloons when i was like 10 years old..i'll draw eyes and mouth on them ...then name them...! silly..!








love jas..she's our da jie..:)





THE PARTY STARTS>>>SPRAYS ARE OUR FAVOURITE>>>
although the staffs warned us not to play the sprays..but we never have a habit of abiding to rules..rules that are told.. we will say a big NO in our heart.. wahah.. we are bad customers...
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HAving fun and enjoying is our main priority..ssspppprrraaayyyy...



the guys can never stop..so wat if its gonna get into our eyes.. we're never gonna stop, just laugh..!




sweetest torture..!

the mess that we had created..!! hahah...


cleaning up in process....as usual..


happy birthday to you..!!

the guys are still not stoping..!!!


I LOVE US...HOPE WE STAY LIKE THAT FOREVER OR EVEN CLOSER.. ! ^^
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MY RULES ...MY HABITS....MY BELIEFS
i have lots of restrictions and rules for myself..friends that are really close to me or spend lots of time with me will know..!!and since i've got nth to blog about now..so why not i just share with you guys..:)
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1)i rarely eat candies...becoz i think they are not worth getting fat for..its not even nice and its very tiring to keep chewing..! whenever i have a sudden urge to eat it..i'll tell myself how much sugars there are..and i know i cannot eat it.. :)
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2)i stand for at least 1hr after meals.. when im at home i will definitely do it,i make it a practice...when im outside i'll try to eat as little as i can and i will sit up straight coz its very funny to stand when all your friends are sitting lah..! i believe that the food that we just consume that is gonna turn into fats would not get stuck in our stomach area..!if i sit down ..i will feel damn uncomfortable...
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3) i dont drink cold drinks and soft drinks[ im not talking about liqour and yogurt drinks lah coz they dont have it hot and it will be weird.. :) ]... i only drink hot tea.. i know it make me look like a old auntie but cold drinks can harden your fats and its very hard for you to slim down .. while hot tea or warm water can help in digestion...i think i only drink cold drinks and soft drinks once in a blue moon.. like less then 5 times a year lor.. im so used to drink hot teas that i think cold drink is not nice... :)
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4)i only shower 3 hrs later after meals... if you shower right after meal you are gonna get fat easily.. coz after meals , your body will be concentrating on digesting your food.. so if you shower.. the body needs to 'multi task' ...they have to keep you warm and at the same time digest your food...and so its very hard for digestion to take place.. :)
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5)i dont eat chewing gums and cattlefish.. as long as its food that needs me to keep chewing, i'll not eat it.. coz my mouth will get very tired and the muscles around your jaws is working too..so the muscles will grow bigger and resulting in big face.. haha...im not born with a small face so i cant afford to make it bigger... :)
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there are alot more ..but im very lazy to type it all out..!!
byebye..
love,
xuan

4:01 AM Saturday, December 19, 2009

i hate myself for being such a coward ,
i hate myself for being so sensitive towards other people's feeling and putting myself at a disadvantage position ,
i hate myself for not having the courage to say NO and walk off ,
i hate myself for putting up a strong front when i feel like crying inside,
i hate it when i dont know how to express myself,
i hate it when i have so much to say and i dont know how to spit it out.
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i just realize the "world" that i lived in only exist becoz im so well protected and well loved by the ones who loved me dearly.. only when you get out of the world that you lived in..you realize there are two sides... the world that you live in is just a illusion.. when reality steps in , your world disappear and you will see the other side , its not wat you imagined it to be....
love ,
xuan

2:44 PM Saturday, December 12, 2009

SteamBoat @ Jas 's PLAce..! :D
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Preparing in Process..!



XE cut her finger when choppping corns... -.-

AS USUAL , we brought lots of food... Everytime the food is left unfinished.. we just need to learn how to restrain ourselve from throwing wat we see into our trolley in the mart...!!


AND FINALLY WE Begins... EAT EAT EAT...






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THe cleaning part is always the most un-enjoyable part of the whole steamboat thingy.. and i totally agrees.. everytime when we are having steamboat at my house..im the one who does all the washing.. i've grown smarter..these time round , i decided to be the cameraman instead.. :( wahah..!





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PICTURE TIME>>



LOVE THEM ALL>..! ^.^









*IMAGINARY PICTURE OF JAS*




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I had been neglecting my blog for a while due to exams..you should know by now..im a very last minute person..so a week or so be4 exams i'll be busying revising/ trying super hard to get everything inside my head.. :) if the Burning of notes and drinking the ash method worked..i would not have neglect my blog.. sadly it doesn't work .. :)
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ITs holidays for all my poly mates but not really for me.. busy working and working for me..tml im gonna start my first day at ettusaia...but im so dead i have not rmb /read through the notes at alll....!!! HOW AM I GONNA SELL PRODUCTS TML..!!i still have to memorize/ recongnize the japanese characters as some products dont have english wordings telling you the shade or wat type it is..!! AAARRRRHHHHH..... and i have 3 quiz to complete be4 tml..!! life sucks..!!
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looking on the brighter side... there are lots of celebrations coming up..all those gif exchange and logcakes...christmas is the best festive ever.. becoz you got a chance not only to recieve gifts but buy presents for your beloved friends... a great chance to pamper yourselve and your friends.. ^.^....and im starting to plan for my birthday already..planning an oversea trip wih my gfs.. love and looking forward to it.. :) PLZ BE STEADY..~~
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CAN someone plz tell me wat can i get for a gift exchange... it have to be suitable for both genders ? i totally have no idea.. TELL ME PLZZZZZ>>>>!!! dont tell me photo frame , teddy bears...-.-... PLZ BE CREATIVE>>>IDEAS IDEAS IDeas..!!
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PS : Talk to me becoz you care for me as a friend and you really want to know how im doing....DOnt talk to me becoz you're bored ,you got nothing better to do..im not your moment of entertainment..Plz have some respect for yourself and me..Thank you..
love,
xuan

1:03 AM Tuesday, December 1, 2009

真正愛你的男人 & 真正愛你的女人
1、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他的手機會為你24小時開機,在你最需要他的時候可以隨時找到他,因為他愛你,所以會時時擔心你
2、 如果一個男人愛你,他會很自豪的告訴他的朋友與家人你是他最愛的女人,當然並不是時時掛在嘴上,而是用一種行動去告訴別人,你是他最愛的女人!因為有了你他覺得很驕傲,無論你是不是真的很優秀
3、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他會把除了工作之外的很多時間都給你,當然會偶爾和朋友去聚會,因為他想時時刻刻都看見你
4、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他會毫不吝嗇的給你物質上的付出因為他覺得他所有辛苦的努力就是為了讓你過上很幸福的生活,他愛你,不想讓你過的那麼艱苦
5、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他絕對不會罵你,在你很任性的時候任你發泄,當你任性過去的時候,會很委屈的說:“老婆,我又作錯什麼了?你可以告訴我,我一定改,千萬不要生氣,那樣會把身體氣壞的”
6、 如果一個男人真的愛你,你會發現你和他在一起後,不經意間發現你總有很多穿不完的衣服,而此時你會發現他的褲子上有個小洞洞,他會很解嘲的說:“現在不是流行乞丐服嗎?再說男人要有內涵,穿那麼好幹什麼?”呵呵,因為他總是看見漂亮的東西就買給你。
7、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他就不在乎陪你逛街會浪費他多少出去自由的機會,因為他甘願失去那種所謂的自由
8、 如果一個男人真的愛你,無論你們在一起多久,都會陪你一起爬山,看海,看星星,看日落,因為他知道你渴望這樣的浪漫
9、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他絕對不會嚷嚷著叫你去減肥,但是這個時候你自己一定要去健康減肥,因為苗條的女人確實可以叫人賞心悅目。因為你的健康是他最關心
10、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他不會留戀與網絡與別的小妹眉甜言蜜語,因為對你他都有說不完的愛,哪有那心思和別人廢話
11、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他不會還和前女友很密切聯系
12、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他在每天很辛苦的工作回到家的時候,會抱著你說“老婆,我回來了”他愛你,他絕對不會把不快樂帶給你!
13、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他會在清晨上班的時候,親吻你的眼睛,滿足的說:寶貝,我上班去了!” 如果一個男人真的愛你,他絕對不會忍心背叛你,無論出於什麼樣的動機。。因為在他眼裏,你是最美的,即便你不是
14、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他會在你故意說要離開的時候,撒嬌的不和你分開,而在你真的想離開的時候,就會放你走,即便他真的不願意放手。因為他愛你,只希望你幸福
15、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他絕對不會一次次把你推向那冰冷的手術臺,更不會讓你一個人孤孤單單的去走向那冰冷的世界,,,他會鄭重的說:“把我們的寶貝生下來吧!”
16、 如果一個男人真的愛你,他會象愛他家人那樣愛你的家人,也會尊重你的親人和朋友真正愛你的男人,平時不做家務,有了你以後,搶著做家務,但每次都把你拉在身旁看做他做。
17、 真正愛你的男人,討厭逛街,但會牽著你的小手往返於各大商場只為找到你所鐘愛的衣服,即使在累也裝作很高興的樣子,幫你參謀著那件衣服適合你的氣質。
18、 真正愛你的男人,出差回來從來不喜歡大包小包的帶東西,但有了你以後,出差包袱裏面會有你喜歡吃的食品,你合身的衣服、鞋子,甚至褲襪和內褲。
19、 真正愛你的男人,喜歡每天和你在一起,無時無刻總是拉著你的小手放在他的掌心,即使吃飯的時候也不松開你的小手。
20、 真正愛你的男人,即使工作在辛苦,在不順心,下班回家,也會滿臉笑容的跟你說話,逗你開心,你的笑容是他最好的解乏藥。
21、 真正愛你的男人,在工作閑暇之余都會電話給你,即便不方便電話也會短信給你,其實也沒有什麼好說的,只是告訴你他在想你,關心你
真正愛你的女孩_男生要看喔!
真正愛你的女孩,要你猜那樣,要你猜這樣,目的想要你知道她在想什麼,想錯她又罵你"沒事啦!笨蛋" 。
真正愛你的女孩,是你最需要她時候,常裝著冷漠不關心,卻溫柔的問你沒事嗎?
真正愛你的女孩,雖然不知道你喜歡什麼,也甘心熬夜為你織一條圍巾,摺一大罐的星星。
真正愛你的女孩,經常想打電話給你,卻怕你覺得煩,要你開口才會打給你。
真正愛你的女孩,在朋友面前經常提起你和問你近況,卻否認自己喜歡你。
真正愛你的女孩,因為掛念你,難以入睡。
真正愛你的女孩,在你面前常亳不在意,其實她十分想知道你的心意。
真正愛你的女孩,只要你對她說"我很想妳",她就會臉紅心跳加速,然後甜甜的笑,對著你說 "笨蛋...你說什麼啊?"
真正愛你的女孩,雖然相隔,她會幻想著你與她的未來而傻笑。
真正愛你的女孩,給你與其他的朋友過她的生日,仍更希望想要你獨自陪她過生日。
真正愛你的女孩,無論你傻或笨的,也會覺得你很酷。
真正愛你的女孩,傷她心,會睡覺前想起你而且不自然的流下淚。
真正愛你的女孩,想告訴你她的心裡的話,但是怯步,因為怕失去你。
真正愛你的女孩,是很多時候不會叫你名字,她會叫你笨蛋、豬頭、喂...
真正愛你的女孩,跟你聊天的時候總會把說話講得亂七八糟的,是因為她的舌頭在自己深愛的人面前打了很多很多的結。
真正愛你的女孩,是每天在電腦旁等候你上線,然而一看見你的名字,就會不知所措。
真正愛你的女孩,是你告訴她有關於其他女生的事情,雖然她臉上總是裝著一副不關心的樣子,但是心裡卻是酸酸的。
真正愛你的女孩,是會在你傷害她後,仍然傻傻的等你回頭。
真正愛你的女孩,是會為了你放棄一生幸福的人。
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Saw these on Fb from one account... i think its worth sharing.. when i read these..i just keep going "WOW" , "OMG" i think its so true..!!

When people are in love, they always do the stupidist things yet its also the sweetest...

love,
xuan :)

8:57 AM Saturday, November 28, 2009

Pyjamas Party @ 2am (a few weeks ago thing)
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F**k you F**k you very very very muuuucccchhh..coz i hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please dun stay in touch~~








Went town to chill with my babygirls right after work...We always have lots to talk about.. From love to boys and we even talk about how we sleep and our blankets...Everytime we meet up.. there is always a topic call _ _ _ _ _ _ _ (its does not include the word that starts with a S and ends with a X ..its for you to guess....lets your imagination run wild..)Its kinda of our hottest topic now... ahahah....Endless topics with lots of laughter...
After that we decided to walk home from town. We used to do that few years ago.. not always but 1 or 2 times.. and its always after we went to K... which is like morning 4 ,5 am... haha... We will talk and sing tgt... and in a blink of eyes ..we will reach home.. thats why with the right company..no matter wat stupid things you guys do tgt..its always full of fun... THese time round we did not manage to walk home.. we walked till NaNa that area..and we decided to give up and took a cab home..When we were 16 we do have that kind of extra energy to do these.. but now..-.-
Then we had our PYJAMAS PARTY... its not really that kind of drink and play games kinda of party..its just spending time tgt and talk till we sleep kind of thing... :) I love to spend time like these...
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Know wat..??!! i will be learning how to bake cake and pastry soon... maybe during my holidays... ahah... so i can bake one for my bf... i start to realize watever thing that i wanna learn its all becoz of bf..not that i have one now.. but i think it will be put in good use in the future..RIGHT ?!
i baked a mango cheese cake for my ex colleagues be4.. but it kinda failed..becoz its not yellow in color but browish... and they say it tastes like mosse cake.. i dont know /rmb how it taste like becoz im too scare to try it..i just keep asking my colleague to eat it.. some ate while some didn't.they were scare of stomachache and it doesn't even look appealling at all..so who to blame but ME... its not that im not a cooking material person..its just that first time kinda thing is always a F not A... DOnt tell me all your first time you Got an A..coz you know yourself..Anyway in the end only 1/4 of the cake is eaten.. i threw the rest away... :(
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T.I.-Whatever you like.. my favorite song for now.. heard it from one of the episode in gossip girls..



I like it when I.T pass the girl his no. that way.. its done in a cool and man way.. ahha... some guys just need to pluck up their courage and do it like that rather then putting the paper that have your name and number into my bag..when i left it unattended.. ! Its cute and funny that some guys are these shy... but you cannot be shy forever... !! When it comes to these kind of stuff... Courage is needed. Anyway, on the brighter side.. you did sth that makes me rmb who you are... ^.^

cheers ,

xuan


9:54 AM Thursday, November 26, 2009

My lecturer is sooooo naggy.. nobody is really listening and yet he can keep talking NON-STOP.... Its not like he dont know how BORING it is to sit and listen.. and he is not handsome at all..how to pay attention ?? U TELL ME>>>!!!!!!

Im so Bored...Bored in classs... EVerybody is asleep... NObody UPdated their Twitter..!! SIck..!! AND the best thing about these Lecturer is ..HE FREAKING DONT RELEASE US EARLY AT ALL>>>>!!!!! He's really too responsible le..And When My friend and i talk.. he ask us to SSSSHHHHsshhhh...!! Sick ass...


byebye.. class end le...WAHAHHAHA>>

12:45 PM Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I can't be myself when im with you... the other side of me you never knew...>>

i dont know why whenever im with you ,i just feel so tense and stress..i can be a fun and loving friend.. but when im with you..im nth but a quiet and reserve person...there are so much things that i want to tell you but i dont know how to put it.. im so afraid that you're not interested . Im so afraid that you think im so childish and my thinking is ridiculous. im so afraid of these and that , that i've lost myself when im with you.

I have no problem opening up to my friends.. i can tell them anything and everything about me . But i can never do that when im with you , i made everything a secret .Whenever you ask me to talk to you , im just speechless ,dumb found .. becoz i dont know wat i can say and wat i cant . I want to open up when im with you but i just can't . I want to let you into my world but you just don't seems to have found the key . Or i didn't even issue you the key at all to enter these world of mine.

Maybe im trying too hard ,thats why i destroyed the image you have for me.. Maybe becoz i liked you too much thats why i dont want to let you see that side of me. Trying too hard to be perfect becoz im scare you would turn away from me. Im sorry for not being myself when im with you.

love,
xuan

10:09 PM Monday, November 23, 2009

Hey people... DO CREATE A TWITTER ACCOUNT..Its so much fun.. you got to see the most chessy updates of anybody.. i just found a new twitter.. and im following it like madness.. its called Singapore's secret.. where people post their secrets there and we can all see it( since we all can see it.. its not really a secret kinda of thing.. but you just feel happy knowing other people's "secret" )... !! its madness.. the website is here...http://twitter.com/sgsecret

Do press on my link instead of just reading my twitter from the side of my blog.. becoz you got to see my retweets there..!! And for people who created a Tweet account.. let me know.. i'll be following you..!!

cheers,
xuan..

12:51 AM Sunday, November 22, 2009

Bruised And 'Screwed' >> Crazy Sports day...
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Its a few weeks ago thing.. im pretty slow at blogging events.. im sorry.. you might have seen it on FB already.. but..im still gonna blog .. ^^

Went kallang stadium for netball few weeks back.. its been like almost a 2 years ago thing that i step into kallang netball stadium.. and i still feel fresh and good about it..!

My usual team mates are there.. pluz my sister's friends and sisters.. !!























My beloved Teammates.. Love them bushels and heaps..




LOSERS>>>>!

*CHEERS*

PLayed From 5-7... Everyone is duper tired..!!


Just like Before... after netball...is dinner at kfc...!!



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I think i have not bruise for like 2 years.. i mean got wounds.. blue blacks.. bleed... on the crazy sports day..i experienced all that..! How cool..!! for the next couple of days.. muscles were aching terribly.. even laughing hurts... but i had lots of fun .. i really miss those times.. wat about you ??!
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Went for ettusia training last week.. i feel kinda weird.. when i was in laneige.. its consist of both cosmetic and skincare.. then i left for biotherm.. its main sales was from skincare.. so im kinda of used to their products and regime.. lastly ettusia.. its kinda different.. maybe becoz i've not sell cosmetics for like almost half a year.. the need of finding the suitable shade and stuff seems so new to me... but their skincare is so much easier compared to biotherm.. they've got very little series.. and their regime are alot easier... so there are pros and cons ..all i have to do now is adapt to the environment and working style... as time goes be, things will be easier.. :)
love,
xuan.

9:34 AM Thursday, November 19, 2009

Difference Between BOys and Girls... >>
(watever im gonna say is not base on my stories)


Few days back , a friend told me about how her ex-boyfriends came back to her when they broke up few years or mths ago... How they express their guilt and told her they really regret breaking up with her and wants to get back. She say she got a bf now and was happier without them..but they insist on waiting for her.. and they continue to do little things for her , dine with her and stuff like that.

It starts to make wonder.. why guys dont do sweet little things when we were tgt.. After we broke up, you started to change..telling us you want to change.. but you have to understand that it doesn't matter anymore.. becoz you are no longer impt and whether you change or not.. it doesn't affect us anymore..

When we were tgt.. we told you we want to travel with you ..do alot of things tgt .. but you said a big NO .. now that we broke up.. you say you wanna do it with me and we can do it now.. but do you understand that after you said No.. we dont want it anymore.. And even if we want.. we dont wanna do it with YOU..! you crashed our dreams...now you try to pick those broken pieces up and make it a piece.. but its no longer the same anymore...

You hurt us , you never know how heart broken we are and how long it took us to heal .. so you think we're going to give you a chance agian ? Give you a chance to hurt us agian.. or make it up to us ? Once bitten , twice shy.. GIrls might be quite 'stupid' when in love , but after we run through our thoughts and really think.. we'll walk out of you and things will be back to where it was.. with you or without it doesn't matter anymore...

All the ex-boyfriends dont need to change for their ex-girlfriends .. all you have to do now is be a better boyfriend and love your current girlfriend like never be4.. we will be happy for you.. *winks*

love,
xuan