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11:50 PM Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Sorry for the lack of update..!! sorry for wasting your few minutes just to come my blog and see nth updated...!! i've got so much to say... like really alot... so much stuff happen.. and i simply cant keep my cool.. !! feed you guys with two super old pictures ..!! love always..! :)





ps: busy little girl..!

love,
xuan.. :)

11:24 PM Friday, October 23, 2009

Mahjong is our favourite recreation.. !! :)



have been playing mahjong for the past weeks.. and finally i feel my luck is coming back to mi.. if you guys have been reading my blog.. you should know that i keep losing since last year.. even new year i also suay.. but now i feel lady luck is with me.. horray..!!





i just won a six fold ..dc paid for all becoz he bao da pai ..then he start to make a fuss lor.. lol... then he start to say the $$ is peanuts.. so wth right ??!! ... i know he's just joking only lah.. so i dont minus pts okay..??
( these is the six folds that i won and he paid all )





i think people with no mahjong etiquette sucks .. becoz its quite a turn off when you start to rant and curse when you lose ..there will be times when you win or lose ... if you lose these time then too bad lah.. just pay up and pray harder next time round lor... correct ?? $$ is not an issue when it can be earned back .. :)




i used to be sore loser .. when i was really young maybe around 11 years old... i rmb when i play boardgames with my sis..whenever i was about to lose..i either play cheat by changing the
chess.. switching the positions and pretend nth happen ( i think everybody does that when they are young) or simply overturn the whole boardgame .. throwing everything on the floor so i dont have to lose .. haha.. yesh.. call mi a sore loser.. !!



i started to play mahjong at a really young age.. around 13.. i played with my two sisters and my mum... i was really lousy that time.. everytime also lose.. and i really hate to lose $$ ( nobody likes) ... so whenever i lose ..i will say im feeling really sick.. im having headache and stuff like that.. then give one black face.. complaining how bad they are to not stop playing when im so sick.. (its a lie and they just knew it) since they ignored my pleadings , i just ran inside the room and sleep.. ahah... i know very cheeky and irritating ....


so the very next time when we played ( cant believe they still wanna play with me ) they set rules be4 starting.. saying that if anyone ever runs away from the mahjong table be4 the game ends will be fined $1.. that time $1 is like damn alot .. so i'll try my very best to stick my butt onto the chair.. but i still run to my bed when i lose and lock the door.. as usuals they will starting threatening me saying they will take the $$ from my wallet .. after serveral warnings and threatening.. i'll be back on the chair with a black face and keep rolling my eyes.. ahah..im such an idiot.. !! ^^
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these are super old pictures.. like almost one year ago.. and i have not change abit... !! okay..im gonna change my fringe soon... i should stop having bangs..!! *serious..!!*











in a few mths time i'll be 19..its damn fast man.. i think when i hit my 20s.. time will pass even faster.. omg..im starting to feel old already.. need to start maintaining now be4 every part of my body starts to sag.. i dont wannna see a shaggy Xuan few years later.. :)

Guys that are in their 40s like to date girls who are in their 20s , guys at 30s like to date girls at their 20s too..and guys in 20s , date girls that are in their 20s too .. so girls really need to start maintaining when they are young.. coz we age faster then guys and no girls will forever stay in their 20s or look like they are in their 20s when they are already in 30s.... we are not forever 21..we need to accept the fact and work on it..! ^^

sometimes when im at the counter working..i do recommand anti aging products to young adults who are around 25.. but they all seems really reluntant.. i just dont understand why.. dont they understand wat is "anti aging " its to prevent first signs of aging.. its to prevent your very first fishtails lines around your eye areas.. to prevent sagging skin.. its all preventive measures that we need to take.. why are they so afraid to admit they are no longer young andreally needs start to work on certain areas on their face be4 its too late.. !! just dont understand wat they are thinking.. lol..11 -.-

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Must listen.. i love Leighton Meester...




ps: off to supper ..

love ,

xuan :)


8:35 PM Saturday, October 17, 2009

Too mcuh..! >>

The day after watching sorority row..went tcc for dersert.. lots of talking and laughing.. heart to heart talks are my love.








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ITP have ended..!! ( the pictures are very ugly.. sorry..)









they are the nicest people..!! entertaining and fun to be with..! They went through my previous break up with me.. coz i cried during my work ..so they kinda know.. i told them almost everything.. so they encouraged and comfort me.. which is very nice of them..coz thats wat i need at that very moment in time..!! ^^
When i told them about my family issues.. they always give me words of enlightenment...they are very wise people and have gone through alot in life and so they are always able to give mi the right advice... We laughed tgt ...have fun tgt and shared some thinkings with each other... its really a happy 1.5 months.. They dote on me and take care of me... they never need mi to carry heavy stuff... they always ask mi to becareful ..they just dont let mi get in contact with anything dangerous lor..! And i've grown slightly fatter becoz they treat me lunch ..drinks and fruits... And they never allow mi to treat them back.. :(
My supervisor keep asking me to go back and help them after these attachment... i told him i already working part time.then he say how is your pay ..i pay you $$ ..i keep telling him these is not my kind of job but he just keep asking... -.- if i agree then im out of my mind.. ^^
There was once he ask mi to do autocad for him..i was like "No , i dont want " i cannot forget how i used to cry in autocad class becoz its duper tedious for mi that time ... then my itp colleague was like... "wah you so power arh.. you reject him ..you not scare later he dont give you A " i really not scare lor..i dont wanna force myself to do things i dislike... so sad.. !!
And i keep avoiding him coz i really dont wanna help him do things..he is super picky and particular.... when i went to hand in my logbook.. he ask mi whether i free to do some photocopying for him.. i was like " no..i very busy." which is not true lah.. ahah...i just keep hiding and running.. !!
the other day damn suay..i over slept on the bus then i miss the stop.. when i woke up i dont even know where i am.. but i dont dare to alight coz i dont know how to go back.. so i went back to the interchange and took the same bus back to my workplace.. just when i step inside the entrance.. my supervior caught me.. late for 1 hr.. so suay..wanna hide also cannot.. ggrrr.... then he just keep rmbing that im late.. -.-
then on the last day.. we need to go to his office.. he damn calculative lah.. i say into into he's face that he is calculative... i dont care... he say i keep going toilet..then i was like..wth.. he super wu liao.. go toilet also cannot.. he say at least 3-4 times a day right ? i was like "go toilet these kind of things cannot control de right " he's sick man... then he say we everytime late.. its like a once in awhile thing lor.. accuse us.. he say got camera .. then he even say i late already still slow slow start..although its true that i will slack abit first then start work.. but come on lah... i'm like cheap labour leh.. i so "cheap" leh....i do so much thing also never say anything.. he wanna say so much...go toilet also cannot.. damn sad case.. !!
he ask mi got anything to say or ask or not.. then i told him that he's staff is very appreciative towards my help lor.. like i feel that sometimes im doing things very slowly.. then they will say.. " you did like a few hundreds of pocket already leh.. you're just a student and is only here for 1.5 mths..can do until like that is not bad le lor.." then i told them like.. if dont have mi..you guys could have done even more lah.. they say no lah.. dont think these way... very appreciative right ..then i told the boss... then he say of coz lah.. they scare i sent you down to spy on them thats why say nice things to you wat... he so wth right ??? angry..!!
anyway its over already... i'll just rmb all the good times.. !! ^^
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pic taken when i was going to do my hair the other day.. colored and cut.. damn short now.. snipped off the spoilt hair... got back my bangs... Gonna have back my side fringe next time.. haven go side fringe for like 2 years already....!! ^^


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Love these song...


When the passion is dead , the love is gone , its time to bid goodbye..
love,
xuan

7:07 AM Thursday, October 15, 2009

Place is not a problem when the company is right..!







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just got back from clubbing and breakfast at east coast... was tired just now but not now.. ! -.-
my leg hurts so badly again... all girls know its a stupid choice to wear heels to club... but we simply love to do things that hurts coz it will make us look a little better ..!! :)
having a self declared leave today.. happy to max.. :) school is starting next week so i really need to club on the last wed that i have.. :) although these does not mean i'll stop clubbing on wed night when school starts.. but reduce the no. of times ??!! kekke....
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Some people say that when ones in love.. their skin will "glow" becoz being in love is a good good thing...but if you have these cleansers.. you dont even need to be in love... they can just give you wat you need... im totally attached to SKll cleanser.. its power to max... for your info..im having really bad skin now... endless pimples... in my 18 years of life.. i have never had 5-7 pimples on my face... now i got it.. due to lack of sleep and too stress... it feels like shit when these kind of things happen.... so SKII is going to do wonders again... it never fails me :) love it to max..!

the two great great cleansers im currently using... give it a try ... :)
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BEing said stupid again... lol... i just dont understand why some people can be so negative when i say "when you're nice to ppl..you will be repaid with kindness" you mean these is not true meh ? i always believe that no matter how bad the person is ( character wise) there will still be a sense of humanity in them... they just show it in another way thats all... :) why everybody is warning me to becareful becoz there are lots of bad people out there.. i dont think there are anybody who is 100% bad... there will definitely be like maybe 0.5% kindness in them ??!! you can say that im naive , im still young... i dont know anything.. but i rather stay these way then to be a person who is complicating and keep thinking how ppl set traps to tear you apart.. !
ps :Got a hair appt later at 5.. got to go sleep now... nights people..! :)
love,
xuan :)








11:03 AM Saturday, October 10, 2009

A Simple Day Spend With My LOvely Girls.. :)

HAd Dinner @ Cine Hongkong Cafe.. FOod SUCKS>> gggrrr








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After Dinner IS mahjong time 2@ my house.. !! ^^ lose as usual.. ! shitty shit..!





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Working 7 days these week... mon-fri > attachment... Sat and Sun > Biotherm... tired tired tired..Cant wait for my itp to end... really cant wait... !! i kinda love the people im working with... nice and kind... i love simple people... not so scheming and setting traps for you to fall... with them i can be myself.. !!
love,
xuan

8:28 PM Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Partied at Power Station..Rock your body now...!



Jas , Amanda ,En,....






Great entertainers for the night...


*Cheese*












Daniel doing he's stunts...


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My babygirl just fall out of love... i really should stop cursing people's r/s... since long long ago..i keep wishing people to break up.. i know thats very phycho.. but ....-,-
i feel kinda sad for her.. becoz she tried to make the long distance r/s work but the bf was afriad of these and that.. just dont understand why is he so scared when my friend is so certain about her feelings.. watever it is.. one should never be a coward when in love.. its as simple as that..if you dont have the courage to love.. you dont deserve to love at all... :)
hope everything will be okay for you..! love you always..!
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i really hate people who dont use their brain..and keep asking these and that.. dont you have a mind of your own.. omg.. totally pissing mi off...im not paid to spoon feed you... i know im being mean again.. but like i've said be4..i totally hate people who dont use their brian... they are not stupid ..they just dont use their brain to think .. Get lost..!!
love,
xuan







12:19 PM Sunday, October 4, 2009

Batam >> LAst Day of fun...


The Playground...











I had my "Ms" on the very last day... wat a pity..i cant get in the pool and have some fun.. :(








the slide reminds Me of my childhood..!! *winks*





Xuan and Leo...

Xian and Daniel....


...serene


Group pic outside holiday inn be4 we leave the lovely place..





On the ferry ...BAck to sing..!












Batam is really a good place for us to relax.. and we are planning to go back there on Nov' ... Gonna try another type of massage... :) cant wait..!
ps. going out now... update soon people..!
love,
xuan;)