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8:57 AM Saturday, November 28, 2009

Pyjamas Party @ 2am (a few weeks ago thing)
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F**k you F**k you very very very muuuucccchhh..coz i hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please dun stay in touch~~








Went town to chill with my babygirls right after work...We always have lots to talk about.. From love to boys and we even talk about how we sleep and our blankets...Everytime we meet up.. there is always a topic call _ _ _ _ _ _ _ (its does not include the word that starts with a S and ends with a X ..its for you to guess....lets your imagination run wild..)Its kinda of our hottest topic now... ahahah....Endless topics with lots of laughter...
After that we decided to walk home from town. We used to do that few years ago.. not always but 1 or 2 times.. and its always after we went to K... which is like morning 4 ,5 am... haha... We will talk and sing tgt... and in a blink of eyes ..we will reach home.. thats why with the right company..no matter wat stupid things you guys do tgt..its always full of fun... THese time round we did not manage to walk home.. we walked till NaNa that area..and we decided to give up and took a cab home..When we were 16 we do have that kind of extra energy to do these.. but now..-.-
Then we had our PYJAMAS PARTY... its not really that kind of drink and play games kinda of party..its just spending time tgt and talk till we sleep kind of thing... :) I love to spend time like these...
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Know wat..??!! i will be learning how to bake cake and pastry soon... maybe during my holidays... ahah... so i can bake one for my bf... i start to realize watever thing that i wanna learn its all becoz of bf..not that i have one now.. but i think it will be put in good use in the future..RIGHT ?!
i baked a mango cheese cake for my ex colleagues be4.. but it kinda failed..becoz its not yellow in color but browish... and they say it tastes like mosse cake.. i dont know /rmb how it taste like becoz im too scare to try it..i just keep asking my colleague to eat it.. some ate while some didn't.they were scare of stomachache and it doesn't even look appealling at all..so who to blame but ME... its not that im not a cooking material person..its just that first time kinda thing is always a F not A... DOnt tell me all your first time you Got an A..coz you know yourself..Anyway in the end only 1/4 of the cake is eaten.. i threw the rest away... :(
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T.I.-Whatever you like.. my favorite song for now.. heard it from one of the episode in gossip girls..



I like it when I.T pass the girl his no. that way.. its done in a cool and man way.. ahha... some guys just need to pluck up their courage and do it like that rather then putting the paper that have your name and number into my bag..when i left it unattended.. ! Its cute and funny that some guys are these shy... but you cannot be shy forever... !! When it comes to these kind of stuff... Courage is needed. Anyway, on the brighter side.. you did sth that makes me rmb who you are... ^.^

cheers ,

xuan


9:54 AM Thursday, November 26, 2009

My lecturer is sooooo naggy.. nobody is really listening and yet he can keep talking NON-STOP.... Its not like he dont know how BORING it is to sit and listen.. and he is not handsome at all..how to pay attention ?? U TELL ME>>>!!!!!!

Im so Bored...Bored in classs... EVerybody is asleep... NObody UPdated their Twitter..!! SIck..!! AND the best thing about these Lecturer is ..HE FREAKING DONT RELEASE US EARLY AT ALL>>>>!!!!! He's really too responsible le..And When My friend and i talk.. he ask us to SSSSHHHHsshhhh...!! Sick ass...


byebye.. class end le...WAHAHHAHA>>

12:45 PM Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I can't be myself when im with you... the other side of me you never knew...>>

i dont know why whenever im with you ,i just feel so tense and stress..i can be a fun and loving friend.. but when im with you..im nth but a quiet and reserve person...there are so much things that i want to tell you but i dont know how to put it.. im so afraid that you're not interested . Im so afraid that you think im so childish and my thinking is ridiculous. im so afraid of these and that , that i've lost myself when im with you.

I have no problem opening up to my friends.. i can tell them anything and everything about me . But i can never do that when im with you , i made everything a secret .Whenever you ask me to talk to you , im just speechless ,dumb found .. becoz i dont know wat i can say and wat i cant . I want to open up when im with you but i just can't . I want to let you into my world but you just don't seems to have found the key . Or i didn't even issue you the key at all to enter these world of mine.

Maybe im trying too hard ,thats why i destroyed the image you have for me.. Maybe becoz i liked you too much thats why i dont want to let you see that side of me. Trying too hard to be perfect becoz im scare you would turn away from me. Im sorry for not being myself when im with you.

love,
xuan

10:09 PM Monday, November 23, 2009

Hey people... DO CREATE A TWITTER ACCOUNT..Its so much fun.. you got to see the most chessy updates of anybody.. i just found a new twitter.. and im following it like madness.. its called Singapore's secret.. where people post their secrets there and we can all see it( since we all can see it.. its not really a secret kinda of thing.. but you just feel happy knowing other people's "secret" )... !! its madness.. the website is here...http://twitter.com/sgsecret

Do press on my link instead of just reading my twitter from the side of my blog.. becoz you got to see my retweets there..!! And for people who created a Tweet account.. let me know.. i'll be following you..!!

cheers,
xuan..

12:51 AM Sunday, November 22, 2009

Bruised And 'Screwed' >> Crazy Sports day...
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Its a few weeks ago thing.. im pretty slow at blogging events.. im sorry.. you might have seen it on FB already.. but..im still gonna blog .. ^^

Went kallang stadium for netball few weeks back.. its been like almost a 2 years ago thing that i step into kallang netball stadium.. and i still feel fresh and good about it..!

My usual team mates are there.. pluz my sister's friends and sisters.. !!























My beloved Teammates.. Love them bushels and heaps..




LOSERS>>>>!

*CHEERS*

PLayed From 5-7... Everyone is duper tired..!!


Just like Before... after netball...is dinner at kfc...!!



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I think i have not bruise for like 2 years.. i mean got wounds.. blue blacks.. bleed... on the crazy sports day..i experienced all that..! How cool..!! for the next couple of days.. muscles were aching terribly.. even laughing hurts... but i had lots of fun .. i really miss those times.. wat about you ??!
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Went for ettusia training last week.. i feel kinda weird.. when i was in laneige.. its consist of both cosmetic and skincare.. then i left for biotherm.. its main sales was from skincare.. so im kinda of used to their products and regime.. lastly ettusia.. its kinda different.. maybe becoz i've not sell cosmetics for like almost half a year.. the need of finding the suitable shade and stuff seems so new to me... but their skincare is so much easier compared to biotherm.. they've got very little series.. and their regime are alot easier... so there are pros and cons ..all i have to do now is adapt to the environment and working style... as time goes be, things will be easier.. :)
love,
xuan.

9:34 AM Thursday, November 19, 2009

Difference Between BOys and Girls... >>
(watever im gonna say is not base on my stories)


Few days back , a friend told me about how her ex-boyfriends came back to her when they broke up few years or mths ago... How they express their guilt and told her they really regret breaking up with her and wants to get back. She say she got a bf now and was happier without them..but they insist on waiting for her.. and they continue to do little things for her , dine with her and stuff like that.

It starts to make wonder.. why guys dont do sweet little things when we were tgt.. After we broke up, you started to change..telling us you want to change.. but you have to understand that it doesn't matter anymore.. becoz you are no longer impt and whether you change or not.. it doesn't affect us anymore..

When we were tgt.. we told you we want to travel with you ..do alot of things tgt .. but you said a big NO .. now that we broke up.. you say you wanna do it with me and we can do it now.. but do you understand that after you said No.. we dont want it anymore.. And even if we want.. we dont wanna do it with YOU..! you crashed our dreams...now you try to pick those broken pieces up and make it a piece.. but its no longer the same anymore...

You hurt us , you never know how heart broken we are and how long it took us to heal .. so you think we're going to give you a chance agian ? Give you a chance to hurt us agian.. or make it up to us ? Once bitten , twice shy.. GIrls might be quite 'stupid' when in love , but after we run through our thoughts and really think.. we'll walk out of you and things will be back to where it was.. with you or without it doesn't matter anymore...

All the ex-boyfriends dont need to change for their ex-girlfriends .. all you have to do now is be a better boyfriend and love your current girlfriend like never be4.. we will be happy for you.. *winks*

love,
xuan


12:03 PM Friday, November 13, 2009

Long long ago..!

i can leave without rice and noddles.. but not Cakes or should i put it.. everything sweet... :)


Fruit tart Shop ; fruit paradise at orchard central... :)

Banana Caramel and Strawberry mont blanc'



Endless photo taking...>>













Off to JB for dinner and last minute decision on K ......






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K @ JB...>>Cheap and the room is big big...!

Vincent ,Clearance , Ivan...





Left Jb at around 4 plus.. got stuck at custom for almost an hr then back at home at 5.30...
then i still have to go for early lesson at around 9.. i took almost 2 days to recover from not enough sleep and endless yawning.. i think my body cannot take these kind of overnight thing soon..!! Im only 18 and i look like im in my 20s.. and i have a body fitness of a 30...! irritating..!!
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My lastest conquered item... !! the best make up base i ever used..!! the texture is light but it have a coverage like liquid foundation...immediate radiance and translucent skin...!! Give it a try..! you will fall in love with it...

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HAve been super busy for the past two weeks.. never had dinner at home for super long and i kinda miss daddy's cooking... work , going school , chilling with my girls and mahjong session makes me tired like everyday...!! luckily next two weeks my schedule not so pack.. i can have more time for myself.. and complete those endless projects... :)
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Rmb i told you guys that i went for an interview last wednesday.. ahah... i think i kinda got in... and im going for training next week and starting work on the december.. :) im woking for ettusia ,its under shiseido group... the pay is definitely higher than biotherm... so lets hope things will get better for me..!! :)
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Christmas is approaching... i can see christmas trees and deco everywhere.. and i have been wrapping gifts and tieing ribbons at my counter.. my hands wanna die... but sales is good... Have you guys thought of how to celebrate ?? i miss celebrating christmas in Hongkong... they got fantastic lighting decos and you get to experience winter there... not snowing but the its around 6degree if im not wrong..!! :) chilling....
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4 weeks had pass since school starts.. and sad to say..i have not been paying attention at all.... i dont know wat the lecturer is talking about... Whenever im in class...im always chatting and listening to music... i dont know why im just not keen in listening to them... and im having my MST soon and i have a quiz on tuesdays... shit man..! i only know i'll be tested from chapter 1-4 but i dont know a single qn... Im so damn dead..!! :(
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love,
xuan

9:29 AM Sunday, November 8, 2009

Halloween @ Night Safari >>




The Halloween night Starts from here...



My guys.. >>





The " HAve -you seen -my heels" girl.. spooky..!














Tasty Legs... *.*

My favourite character for the night.. !




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proceeded to BQ after that to celebrate sy's birthday... .
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Beausean.. have not seen him for the longest time.. !


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Night Safari is not scary at all.. i feel so scamed... the posters and advertisment they did seems so much fun but ..-.-" i think they cant even scare the 10 years old kid... but luckily i have my own entertainers..(the guys) when those people want to scare us ..the guys scare them back and keep laughing... they snatched their "tools" and talk to them... "wats up man" haha.. my guys are jokers.. !! love them.. !.
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my sisters and i were already starting to plan wat to wear for next year's halloween... we are gonna club man....!! i feel like dressing up as a ancient maid..those with plaits and wears black and wear uniform ooorrr maybe ancient hostress... !! goona make next year's halloween a more happening one...
love always,
xuan :)

6:56 PM Monday, November 2, 2009

Yummy foods are temptations that no one can resist... !!



Met up QH and Xh for dinner at illuma.. >>>





When all food looks so yummy on the menu.. decision making takes long long time.. >>


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Finally.. something to fill our empty stomachs...!!







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HOw can the day end without desserts.. We've got sweet sweet tooth..

Next station >> BENTEN CAFE... >>



OOPPPPZZZZ... LOts of calories intake..!!!


Super big "tub" filled with friuts, ice cream , cake , corn flakes... etc....


I LOVE US>>>











HAve you notice they changed their fringe from sides to centre ?? i think they look good in centre parting .. ^-^



Our Dessert was not even half finished... !! too much..!!



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Its good to have someone bugging you for attention.. its good that there is someone there who wants to spend part of their life with you.. and it feels good to be missed by someone.. But that someone needs to be the right one too... If you're not the right one then it totally pointlesss to try so hard.. :)
Some guys love to drop hints here and there.. but yet they got problem catching hints that we girls drop... and even if we make things direct and straight to the point.. they have problem understanding too... some guys are just not that quick witted... :( sometimes revealing the truth hurts ..so we tell little white lies... :)
ps >> got back from JB at 5.30 in the morning ..slept for 1.5 hrs and off to school.. soo tired... !! :( pimple just keep popping out.. stay away plzzz...!!!
pps >> My schedule for these week is so packed...i cant even squeeze a movie date in.. !! Sorry.. :(
ppps >> going for an interview on wednesday.. WIsh me luck .. :)
xoxo ,
xuan