after all these walk and seeing.... i realize i am just another tourist...i totally have no idea where is where..... just an idiot.... （booo!!!) i simply don know where is where and how to go..... but maybe i have not been to singapore newest hottest tourist attraction thats why... :)

ps. another 10 more days and im in hongkong... :)

love ,

xuan(misskwok)

have i been too wordy nowadays ?? i guess i had.... aha.... but don you think it more meaningful to read rather then just looking at pictures ...whether is it girls showing off that big-gy boobs(not saying anybody in particular....ramdom thoughts) or guys showing that sexy body.... it just kinda no meaning.... rite ??? i know you guys totally agree with mi ..UNLESS you are some superfical jerks...then well.... nothing to say... :)

anyway...

i read some of my friends blog... and everybody seems quite down recently..... i thought i was the onli one feeling real down and hopeless but NAH.... i have company.... although everybody is down for different reason but i feel great to have company... although in a rather bad way... :) i have never felt so hopeless and bad be4... i somehow at a certain time of the day just started to reflect and i really think that i have been a really bad friend .. bossy ..unreasonable and bad temper.... god.... really a ''everybody-hate''type of gal.... and realize i have no good points at all... cant think of any... totally lost....but i always thank god for letting mi meet amazing people...really.... people who not only happily accepted my plus points also accepted my not soo good areas..... thank you friends.... you know i love everyone of you rite ?? whether we are close or not it doesn't really matter... wat really matters is you guys are always there for mi... and willing to let mi know you guys better ....you guys made an impact in my life.... whether have i made any in yours... only you knows..... (if you forget my name at times ... then probably i am just not special enough to make you remember mi.... ) i used to forget people's name last time .... but not now.... becoz everybody is special to mi in some way or another.... and it feels bad to be forgotten..... it doesnt show that '' i think you are soo cute ...omg adorable gal forgetting names again'' crap.... it just show you didn't make an effort to remember.... becoz you totally think the person is crap ...doesn't worth remembering..... i don deny that i felt quite cool to forget people's name ....last time.... becoz ...i don know why.... but definitely not now.... (but if i know you for only one pathetic day... talk less then 100 words.... then being forgotten is reasonable.... make sense rite ?? )
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i really hate people lying in a stupid way.. really.... come on lah... if you wanna lie... lie smartly.... don be a dumb shit.... lie until people can easily explose you without the need of intelligence at all..... dumb rite.... is either you are dumb or you bloody use your dumb brain to think that your smart friend is dumb enough to believe the shits that you say out of your bullshitting mouth..... (i cant believe its soo easy to put lots of shit word in a short paragraph ... smart mi ) again ..im not picking on anybody or saying anybody.... its just a ramdon thought in my mind.... a ramdon topic for my blog.... okay.... BUT.... IF YOU THINK IM SAYING YOU ... THEN PARDON MI FOR SAYING THE SAME THING AGAIN.... BLOODY HELL USE YOUR DUMB BRIAN TO THINK BE4 LYING.... DIM BELL......!!! HAHA....
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PS: ITS BECOZ OF YOUR IMPERFECTION THAT MAKES YOU SPECIAL AND DIFFERENT... :)
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xuan(misskwok) don i sound really smart at the PS area !!! call mi smart ass....

hi people... i've booked my ticket to hongkong.... it will be on the 10-22 sep.... so i would not be able to blog for the whole 12 days.... miss mi okay ... ? i finally get to go on an idyllic vacation... horray... :) it is really a time for mi to enjoy myself , let go all the sorrows and let my hair down....
all i have to do is enjoy and shop...eat and shop... :) im so looking forward to it.....

im suppose to be sleeping now .... but i misssed my sleeping time .... so now im not tired and i cant fall asleep all.....i soo bored till.... i went into facebook....and replied those freaking guys' emails..... straight guys just seems to be a turn off at times...... especially ugly and still wanna go round and flirt..... yack.... puke everything i eat since morning out ...... but i answered in a very rude and unfriendly way.... aha.... you know sometimes im just real bored so i need to find sth to entertain myself.... really .... when im really down..... and angry over sth ...i really don know wat is the sth that im angry about.... moodswings i guess.... i just have to be a real bitch ....
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let mi tell you guys emm... a guy that i scolded when im so damn irritated by sth unknown..... he just message mi at the wrong time... not my fault.... he is just suay.... really...okay... i don really remember the exact conversation but it was sth like that ....
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him> hey... may know who are you ?how's life ?
OS （mi thinking） > wth... trying to start a chat with mi ..with such a stupid pick up line ?
mi> i don know you either.... and since you don know mi.... my life is quite none of your business... !!!
him > are you sure you don know mi ?? i heard that your exams are round the corner is it ?
OS > oh my god.... he knows mi and yet wanna act one don know mi.... is he an insane
mi> you know mi and you wanna act you don know mi.... are you siao ?? my life is really none of your business...so f-k off.. !!!
him> wah lao... waste my sms....
the end ...
don you think he really deserve a slap on his face.... he is a f-king guy who don even know how to have a decent chit chat with gals.... he is sooo cheap.... and horny.... you guys know wat ??? he added my friend on friendster.... when he f-king don know her.... how horny can he be ??? a despearate and yacky jerk..... oh my god... why am i always meeting these kind of people..... sometimes i really think that.... whether a guy is good at winning over a gals heart ...is really sth you cant learn or master.... it seems to be in their gene when you are born.... agree ??
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i know i will have karma by saying all these mean things .... but..... they really deserve it.....

holiday time ....!!! hip hip horray... !! :）

ended my last paper yesterday.. totally screwed up....but im not going to get sad over that since its over.... quite pointless ..... never get upset over things that is over.... my notion of the day...
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wanted to look for a job bbbbuuuuuttttt i simply cant find sth suitable.... lots of jobs available.... but finding a job that pays well.... can slack .....em.... not much choices.... but i always believe i will find sth that suits mi well becoz god will help mi.... RITE ?? (since when i become soooo holy ??)
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as usual... my favourite line.... :things always never go as planned..... yay its true.... wanna go back hongkong during october but i simply cant... becoz i need to sign up for GEMS and my sister 's birthday falls on the 6th of october..... and so i just don know when i should go back.... !!! i really wanna earn lots of $$ first then i go back.... becoz as everybody knows hongkong is a shopping paradise..... as a shopping manica like mi.... i definitely need lots of $$ to cure my excessive enthusiam on pretty and eye catching clothings and shoes and bags and ....... endless accessories... :) and you know sometimes my impulsive buying illness will fa zhou (i cant think of an english word for these ) so $$ is the only thing that can cure mi... :) or maybe not mi.... all women .... ladies and the girly girly :)
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im feeling so lost now.... i kinda lost my way.... i cant find any motivation in life.... i cant find something that makes mi wanna move on.... makes mi hoping for a brand new day.... sometimes i feel that crying makes mi so much happier than laughing over something i dont find it funny at all.... faking my way through.... laugh just becoz the whole scene needs mi to laugh.... god my god.... i think im in a mess now.... how can i save myself from all these shits..... can you answer my question ?

love,
xuan (miss kwok)
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i dont feel rainbows at all..... :(

i really really wanna study.... but i simply cant.... i got soo much things to do.... like ......emm.... keeping myself real busy..so i don need to study ?? like now ?? blogging ..... okay i need to stop le... coz my assisstant chao chao wants mi to study now.... she dont seems to be my friend at all...... like my mother.... oh my god... she's soooo motherly.... !! ;)

i want all my ex best friends back !!!!!! :(

getting ready to meet my galfriends for lunch....:)

i actually still have lotz of pictures to up load.... but bloger is not working very well...sooo.... toobad.....
you know wat.... i've been reading.... romancexxlove.... it's a fantastic love story... you guys simple cant find it at any book stores..... you can only read it on facebook...keke..... http://apps.new.facebook.com/bathroomwall/entry/1042462

i put up the link.... so hope you guys read it.... its just soo amazingly written by a 13 year old kid.... :)

i need to go esprit salon to get my fringe trimmed.... and im meeting my galfriend for lunch... aha...got to go.,... bye.....

went mugging at mac through the nite.... miss the times when i stays up late at night to study for my Os.... ;0

bye ppl....

love ,

xuan (miss kwok)

I SEEMS QUITE PERFECT RIGHT ...(FROM PREVIOUS POST) AHA.... BUT I DONT THINK ITS QUITE TRUE .... COZ SOMETHINGS MENTIONED SIMPLY DON SOUNDS LIKE MI.... ANYWAT... NO HARM TRYING.... !!!

AS USUAL I SCREWD UP MY AUTOCAD TEST YESTERDAY.... :( MY TEACHER TRIED TO HELPED MI WHEN HE SAW MI STUCKED AND STILL WORKING ON MY BASE.... I WAS SOOO STRESS AND ANGRY... THAT I ASK HIM NOT TO DISTURD MI.... IT NEVER PAYS TO BE KIND ....!!! I REALLY FELT LIKE crying during the test lor.... but quite pai shei lah.... soo old still cry... some more so many people around..... and so i held back my tears..... but after telling my friends wat happen during the test... how stress and stuck i felt.... i feel better.... so much better....some times when things get bad... all you near is a pair of listening ears... ;0 thank you friends...
friends are always a pillar for support .....( is it correct ??? )

my galfriends are coming over to my school for lunch...but i don think i will be joining them... coz im studying with my chao chao.... ;( but i believe there will be chances in the future.... !!!

ps. people ....if don mind... plz tell mi how many times you shit a day.... coz my friend shit at least once per day.... but i dont.... so just trying to find out... is it normal to shit everyday ?? thank you ~

love,

miss kwok(xuan) :)

What Kwok Huen Wai Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

im so happy.... i took around an hour to finish my lunch.... and now im still eating .....!!!!!;)

my group's chio F1 car..... it doesn't look good here... but who cares.... we got the most creative car nomination.... (did i just got a little cocky ???):)

hi.. ppl.... few weeks ago i went online to check on how to reduce muscles in body.... becoz i always believe that im not fat... i just got lots lots muscles.....


and the result is..... you have to exercise ...??? and not have protein for three hours after exercise..... my OS is ... huh .... exercise built musecles leh...wth.... not very convincing lor..... but you know wat ayumi say she exercise to slim down.... haiz.....and you know wat .... in ayumi's body only 15% is fats (im not very sure lah.. but i guess is some where there) ..... don know wat is true.... but watever it is..... i am going to run 4 times a week and do scretching everyday.... i hope it works.... coz im going to shed 10kg in 1 month...... plz believe in mi... *.*






do you guys remember about the chio sandal i mention few weeks ago...??? aha... i went to buy it few days ago..... bling bling..... its soo bling that i can cast shadow on ppl's leg ( not really a shadow appearing but shines that you see when the sun shines on sth shiny..... got mi ???) it was the last pair lor.... i si bei heng lor..... and becoz it was the last pair.... i whine to the sales assisstant for discount..... (she ask mi not to tell anybody.... soo plz keep it as a secret ...keke ) i brought a shirt shorts ( a shirt together with a shorts ....i don know wat it is called so i made up the name ... :) ) for a frecking $60 and found out that i don really like it... f*k..... but i still have to wear it becoz it is 60 dollars..... just cannot stop impulsive buying.... no wonder my mother always say mi..... the other she came back i gave her espirt ring i brought few months ago.... she asked how much was it ... i said


emmm.... $99 ...then she ask how many times you wore it.... em..... not more than 24 hours.... coz i think its quite lian lah..... then she start to ... blah blahblah.....i told her i went shopping yesterday... than she started to say the same old thing again.... "' both of you hor... always like that one leh.... over spent the previous month ..this month also don know how to spent wisely.... haven start to work then start to spent sooo much $$ ....''
i also don know why i love to buy soo much.... poh already .. also wanna go shopping..... maybe its in my genes lah..... i can never learn how to save $$.....

the chio shoe i brought....