no matter how nice she seems to be ...she still couldn't stop herself from bringing out the bad side .... whenevr we quarrel she never stop saying the same thing over and over again... and when we all shut up... she still wants to continue.... she just dont know how irritating it is.... or maybe all she wanna do is just irritated people... then i have to say... she did a really great job....
when people wants to tell you wat havegone wrong... you simply turn a deaf ear.... i really don understand how you are gonna improve as a person if you don accept critiscim ..... why cant you just listen ?? why must you always defend yourselve never wanting to admit that you are wrong !!

there was once when i asked you .... are you sure you only did that thing wrong once ??/ she can still bloody say YESH..JUST ONCE.... then i ask again are you sure ?? guess wat she says ..... okay maybe twice..... wth... cant you just be trueful.... why cant you just say its more than once.... why cant you just tell the truth at the very beginning.... why must you keep telling lies....

why will you only listen when people start to shout.... and yet you still don wanna admit your mistake.... and when you start to cry ...does that make you right ?? why the hell are you crying when you f**king desever it....and you know how irritating it is when you cry.... people wouldn't feel sorrry for you... but even feel more angry.....

you know im talking about you.... go think about it lor.....

offered to go to a gay pub to play..but i obviously have to turn it down.... reason no.1 : im working morning shift tml.... reason no.2 : im underage.... ohhh god... i hate to be 17... totally hate it....
the pub would be a place for perfect fun.... :( i soo wanna turn 18.... few more months..... :)

ps: i finally know how it feels like to be happy for others.... real happy... happy till i wanna tear.... :0

wiht lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)

hey people...im enjoying my life ..are you ?
my classmates always makes my day in school so much better... always filled with fun and laughter.... im soooo starting to love everyone of them.... ^.^
do you guys remember a guy i mention on my previous post ( apost a month ago ) ?? i saw him yesterday again.... almost everytime i saw him he has his cap on... but there was once when he just wore a hairband and he looks like a shaggy dog... hehe.... he's just soo attractive and good-looking... he never fails to make my heart beat two times faster.... omg... im so crazy over him..... but he never notices mi.... even when i have full make up on..... :(
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yesterday's sales was good... thanks to desmond kok... your words make wonders..... THANK YOU....
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Went for hman resouce lesson today...and it was great.... real great.. my teammates were funny and interesting and they never fail to make mi laugh even though they are not talking at all..... :) GREAT FRIENDS ALWAYS MAKES MI FEEL HAPPY.... :)
WENT for an 2hours class and im at home now..... blogging and im going to watch gossip gals.....


ps... gossip girls make mi soo wanna fall in love... ;)


with lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)

did i mention that i was late for work yesterday.... i was sooo dumb.... i took a train at the wrong side.. and ended up at commomwealth.... stupid... as i need to be there at 9.45 ...i immediately took a cab down bugis.... but im still late... the customers enter BHG and im not there yet... i arrived at about 10 plus... the BHG manager was standing in front of my counter ..but luckily she didn't scold mi... soo heng.... ^^

xuan with sky...

xuan with ice...

vince !

i had a bad bad day... real bad.... my sales today sucks.... lowest of all the days that i've work.... super no mood.... bye bye

hi people.... just to let you guys know.... i made a mistake yesterday regarding wu chun 's name.... its spelled as chun.... not zhun... my mistake(im so good at acting smart ):).... i didn't realize until my classmate correct mi today.. aha.. pai seh... !!!

went for my GEMS (an extra moledue) today... its all about human resource.... soo interesting and engaging.... super nice... its my favourite moledue ...i really think that taking something you like and enjoy is soooo impt.... becoz you can feel the difference when you are having lessons...... even though my lecturer keep on talking... i feel very into it instead of keep yawning.... so a message to miss chao chao and company.... the next time round plz take something you guys enjoy ... just stop worrying about the presentations and exams....take it as a challenge.... :)

watched butterfly lovers today.... definitely not a great show.... but wu chun issss sooooo handsome ...although his chinese sucks.. and charlene is soo cute.... she is simply gorgeous..... i still prefer connected... super duper nice....... ^^

tml i have to work ..saturday i also have to work.... im soo tired... i really need a break ..... im always lacking of sleep and rest..... luckily i don have to work on sunday.... :) hip hip horrray.....

with lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)

i always wonder why we , people , always love to maximize people faws and forget people's good.... we only know how to gossip about people like that ..like these but have we learn to praise others ?? people living in glass houses shouldn't be throwing stones.... everybody have their good and bad points.... praise them for their goods and accept their faws.... wouldn't that make you a better person ??
instead of saying friends are making use of you.. why not say that she thinks you can help ?? why not say that she thinks highly of you ...knowing that you have lots of connections and would be a great help ? a friend in need is a friend indeed.... if your friend have problems and they never confide to you ..then you should be worried... :)
if you are really my friend then i dont see the need of being so calculative ... saying i always help you then you always never help mi...wth....
Dear friends ,
just to let you guys know that.... in the future if you have any problems ... feel free to ask mi for help.... :)

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ps. after you guys read these post i know some will be think ''aiya you don know one lah....'' but....... :)
pps: never assume... watever you say.... make sure its true becoz the feeling of being accuse sucks.... !!!

with lots of love ,
xuan(misskwok)

im starting school tml.... soo sianzzz...but i can see my beloved friends and classmates ...aha... kinda miss them.... and im meeting baby low tml.... for movie and lunch....

worked morning shift today and yesterday... and i simply hates it.... sales in the morning sucks , i have to wake up like super early to shower and put on make up.... i skin simply cannot take it anymore..all those make up everyday.. resulting in break outs.... wth... really big ones lor.... :(

sometimes when customers ask mi wat products or cosmetics im using ... i just don know how to answer lor... bascially im not using any laneige product except for the sleeping mask... so am i suppose to tell the truth or lie ..so i can get commissions.... there are times when i tell the customers that im NOT using any laneige product... and i start introducing the products that im using to them.... then they will call mi traitor... (in a joking way) then i just have to ''HAHA'' -_-'' and if i lie... i will feel very guilty ... i feel that i betrayed the brand that im using on my face...sometimes i just don know how lor..... is $$ more impt or conscience.... ??/!!!!!

oh... and did i tell you guys that one of my customer complain about mi ?? she is just one typical singaporean...although im alittle at fault but she don need scold my colleague one wat.... stupid aunty....

with lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)

just finish work..... my leg sooo tired lor.. tml still got training.. sianzzzz.... and and and..... i saw sharifa today keke.... soo happy... miss her soo much.... and she thought i was my sister coz i pinned up my fringe... and she started to wah lao my pinned up fringe lor... nb....but i love her so much... aha... she is crazy ...i cannot stop laughing at her when i saw her.... hope to see her again soon.... AND WHERE IS ELAINE... ???

PS : distance makes the heart fonder..... a lovely hug cures all heartaches.... :)

with lots of love ,
xuan(misskwok)

anyway its time to sleep le... having been watching heros and its a rather interesting show... watch it if you guys are free...

with lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)

hii people....went back to estique to help yesterday...self volunteer....really enjouyed myself.....and i totally miss the times when im working there...:) if they had ask mi to go back ... i definitely would ...:)

worked for leniage for two days and the heels is killing me...nb pain until i wanna cry lor...sometimes nice heels just look nice and hard to wear.... i need to keep putting plastic on my leg lor...whole leg plaster still pain.... hiaz also don know how...but sales not too bad and my colleague are not too bad too...and lots of pretty gals to see.... ^.^
tml i still have to work....oh no... my leg ...my leg keep suan-ing lor... never take rest at all....

ps.. life is soo stress...sometimes only crying helps...

with lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)

today is my first day of work... em.. the sales was not too bad... sold over 800+ dollars products(just mi myself ) but was a little suay.... coz too many things happen....

firstly.... yesterday when i was cutting orange... i accidently cut myself.... it was a really deep cut.... keep bleeding...and mi... keep crying..... after i shower today.... i took out the plaster but forgot to put back..and i got no plaster inside my make up porch.... just when i was helping my colleague to put a lauggage inside a bag... the bag knocked on my wound... and it start bleeding again... i think i dirtied the plastic bag with my blood and my whole hand is blood stains....

secondly.... i broke the heels that i brought for work.... i just brought yesterday leh.... sooo suay...halfway through work some more lor..... wanted to look for a cobbler but dont have.... BUGIS DONE HAVE A COBBLER.... WTH...then too badwaste $$ buy a pair of shoe....i wore that fucking heels for once only leh.... awhile spoilt le....
did i tell you guys that my shoes keep spoiling whenever im doing sth linked to leniage ?? that time when i go for interview ... my bling bling shoe base dropped.. then when i was going for training.... my new shoe from hongkong spoilt ... the shoe strap broke.... damn it....

ps... i shouldnt have pinned such high hopes on you guys...now i feel so disappointed and sad....

with lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)

tml will be the very first day im going to work for leniage..(i mean today since its 1.15am now...) im starting to feel kinda stress... although i haven even start to work yet.... all those explaining of products ...remembering facts about different product... and the sales target..are all stressing mi out.... thinking of it makes mi sick..... but im gonna take it as a challenge.... i believe i can do it and i will.....

i hope they wouldnt ask mi to change my purple hair to brown or black.... i hope they are pai jiao.... but my purple hair is fading le... its starting to look alittle brown le.... i think so..... :)...

just now when i was watching THE JD MODELLING AGENCY on chanel 5 , i was also reading the products info.... hell lot.... its not only skin care but also cosmetics.... im so afraid that later the clients will ask mi how to use eye shadows ..coz i really don know how to do all the layerings and colour matching..i onli put one color on my eye...is black shimmering eye shadow thats all..... the safest color of all....

i really need to go to bed now...coz tml i need to start work at 2pm and i need to wake up early to read the infos again ..just in case i met a real irritating client tml..... and i don know how to answer all the qn excepy to keep telling her about the four beauty steps ..refiner , emulsion ,essence and cream....

ps.. wish mi all the best....

with lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)

im going to hao lian about my pet again...soo cute rite ?? say yesh plzzzzz .......

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i simply don understand why when some people faces problem...they just know how to shout and complain instead of thinking how to solve it and save their breath....i really had enough lor....

i have two sisters but whenever something happens one only know how to complain the other one can tahan everything and treat things like nth....
whenever the house is dirty...the older one will complain about how dirty it is instead of working on it.... the other one can simply ignore all the dirts and say she can simply tahan it.... and in the end all the cleaning up i do... and when i start to complain ...she will say... is you yourselve wanna clean up one wat...
wth...you mean the two of you are simply not one of the people who dirty the house ?? you mean im the only wan who drops hair..??? just becoz im the youngest i have to tolerate all these shits.... i have feelings one leh....i will feel tire one wat.... i will complain one wat.... im not paid to do these leh... my occuption is not a maid leh....

today i did a hair treatment at home... then conveniently i took the clip in the toilet to clip up my hair..... then my sister say she bath first then after thatwe can go buy working uniform together... then i was like okay lor.... then when she was bathing ... i played games and switched on music ..super loud.... suddenly she start screaming......i feel super irriated coz she keep screamijng non stop and i was losing my game le.... already half way through le leh.... then i was like wtf.... i stopped my game and ask WAT .... THEN SHE START SHOUTING TO SAY THAT I TOOK THE BLOODY CLIP...BLAH BLAH BLAH... i was like siao you cannot bloody hell take the clip outside the toilet meh ?? must shout for mi meh.... if you had use your bloody and stop shouting you would have remembered that there was a clip outside the toilet... i wanted to take for her but she was not grateful at all and start shouting again.... how cb....i have temper ones wat... i was super angry and decised not to give the clip to her ...then she say go buy uniform yourselve lah... bloody hell threaten mi....

don you think that these kind of super small problem she also wanna shout about it .... like cant she just solve it herself... and instead of threatening mi...coz she say other things ?? its not my fault that im doing treatment wat...its not my fault that my hair is spoilt and i need to take extra care..... must she say until like all these is not her fault..not using her brain to solve problems is not her fault... i must always to there for her... to solve all these not impt problem for her.... cant she just be grateful for wat i have done in the past instead of keeping picking on my bad pys and shout......