second entry of the day.....

went for leniage training today....bored to death....its worst then having lecture...coz even when you are having lecture you can talk coz got quite alot of people....then the teacher cannot see..... but today...cannot talk...coz very little people... and dont know why i will feel alittle disrespectful..... anyway.... was quite fascinated by some product....becoz the trainer say until like super good.... having another training next thursday..... sianzz.... oh yay... and i will be working at bugis ...aha..wanna join mi for lunch ?? message mi then.... i was super tired today lor... went to bed at around 1 plus... but could onli fall asleep at 3 plus.... not even asleep lor... is like nap.... i think i will need sleeping pills soon lor... don know wat ... whenever i want to sleep ... alot of things will go through my head... all those thinking.... i really feel like crying lor... every night cannot fall asleep....

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sometimes i really think that people should learn how to give and take.... don always onli know how to ask from others and when others are in need you don give a shit.... whether we are close or not...its not very nice wat.... i mean why must you be like that.... a friend in need is a friend indeed... rite ?? we cannot be so practical one wat.... you onli need friends when you need help ?? and when they need help where are you ?? sometimes you have to ask yourselve...as a friend have you done wat you can to help at times..... !!!

hi hi....these are the pictures that we took yesterday.... watched painted skin together and had japanese food...:) really enjoyed myself....
we were suppose to meet at 4 but aha.... becoz i was busy doing my hair and catching up with my ex- colleague.... pai seh.... i met them at around 6 plus.... but they were totally not angry with mi ( i think lah)
becoz they love mi just as much as i love them..... rite ?? love = forgiveness..... but no matter wat... i still wanna say sorry.... :)

we have sooo many friends ....but the ones that we can trust ....how many do we have ?? some friends onli look for you when they need you....some friends pretend to be nice but they can be the ones who betray you and still buy you breakfast like nth happen.....

i really had come across people that i trust soo much ....believing that they love mi as much as i love them but..... i trust him(i mean one of my guy friend) soo much.... i beleive that he would never betray mi ...even though in my heart i know he did... i still chose not to believe...even though people tell mi straight at my face that he really betrayed mi... i still say.... no prove don anyhow say.... and yet time and again i heard about the litttle evil acts he did.... the shits that he say.... i totally hate him....( but not really hate him till i want him dead) but i know no matter how much i hate him.... when he talks to mi... i will still be nice.... (GOD DAMN IT.... Im SUCH A COWARD.... I JUST HATE TO OFFEND PEOPLE LOR.... ) i really don know how to end this entry properly..sooo...

bye!!

with lots of love,

xuan

this the my current favourite song...keke....enjoy...

today is a good good day...coz i met up with all the beautiful people ( see....i used beautiful...not pretty....they are people who are pretty on the inside and the outside...) i had a great day.... wat about you guys ??

ps. i changed my hair colour today....not more gold and copper..... and im loving it .....

with lots of love,

xuan(miss kwok)

i have not post pictures for like super long time..and sooo .....

oh no.... you know wat ?? i cannot get to sleep early at all....i cant fall asleep until its 3 plus in thee morning....:( i really wanna feel sleepy now becoz.... 1) i cant think of anything to do to keep me occupied but yet i cant fall alseep...

2) everybody is asleep ...except for mi....

you know if i sleep real late at night... then i will wake up slightly later...and so if i wanna go out or something or if i wanna get something done... it will be real late...:( and im starting to work next month... aha... i can earn $$ le... coz during my trip in hongkong... i really vomit blood... spend too much.... buy too much things when i can bloody find it in singapore... ;0...

since im still not sleepy yet...why dont i just talk about sth ..that i always want to...but really have no time.... let mi start.....

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i don if this qn have ever come across your mind... but it always does when it comes to mi.... ''have you ever think about wat's going to happen when you're dead.... !! imnot talking about recarnition... neither am i talking about your spirit cant find her way to heaven... or lost in the middle of her road to heaven.... something not so into that....

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i always wonder.... if im dead someday..or at the very next minute.... how to let my not very close friends know.. ?? you know.... some times when people are dead... not everybody know ....becoz its not on the papers....or watever...news ?wat if the dead want everybody to be at her funeral but not everybody is there... quite sad....and the make up... im always scare about that part..becoz i relly don want some really red lips and super think powder.... and a really red blush.... and so you see.... you think dieing means you don have to worry a shit..?? i worry about everything after death..even to the extend of whether to make it to a christian type or buddist types... although at these very moment im not really believing in these....

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and so now... i will list down the things i want it to be done when im dead... im serious....



1) notify all my friends ....everybody that i know ... that my last wish is for them to attend my funeral....

2) no super thick makeup.... use my cosmetics nobody else... and remember to put on my fake lashes... thank you !!

3)plz make my funeral in a christian way....coz i i believe in god more than the chinese god(i forgot the spelling of the word for these describion....sorry)

4) emm...burn ?? bury?? okay ...i really couldnt make up my mind for these.... so.... my family members can decide... burning ...is quite painful..although i don feel it physically but i feel it emotionally.... bury ??... im scare of worms.... and watever insects.... :(

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touch wood first... coz i think its not very nice to say these type of things... but you know.... the most unexpected happen at the most unexpected moments and you cant forsee the future.... its safer these way....

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ps. i really feel quite uncomfortable after typing these... i really feel sicked....

pps. okay... i will try to get some sleep now.... if not i will have to read my new book....fashion babylon..:)

ppps. im sorry if i have too much spelling errors .... sorry...

pppps. good nite babies...





with lots of love,

xuan (misskwok)

i think going overseas is the best way to really relax and not think about anything but just enjoy...
i thought i would only start to shop when im in hongkong.... yet...i found another exciting place to shop... its the AIRPORT.... i of coz shopped for cosmetics and still cosmetics.... i find the things there cheaper.... although maybe its the same as the department stores in town....i never really went to find out.... but i think even branded cosmetics seems affordable and reasonable....(i really wanna upload some picz but...blogger don allow.... toobad....)

with lots of love,
xuan(miss kwok)

hi people....iiiiiiiimmmmmmmm bbbbbaaaaccccckkkk....!!! i really enjoyed my trip ...and i think that 11 days is really too short... i still got lots that i wanna buy...but really no time .... anyway i will update on my trip sooonnnnn.....

with lots of love,
xuan...

went for laneige interview today with rae and manyi.... not too bad but could be better if im smarter.... !

know wat ???? i got a new pet name GINGER ...jesus christ....cute to the max....i created it to look super grumpy....but super cut too.... ahah.... smart mi to achieve both feels.... okay... i need to play with my pet now .... bye ...

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