10:12 PM Saturday, January 26, 2008
i have been f-king stress over sth unknown.... weird rite ??its like soemtimes i just have this very weird feelings..... and then feel like crying.... why do emotions start to bubble inside mi for no reasons ?? why cant life be more easy and less complicating... ??? frankly speaking i think working is quite sian ..... no matter whick line you r in.... its just super sian !!!
i know i am fat lah... and i really dun mind spammers saying that i am a fat pig or watever...coz i really don give a shit.... just spam watever you want and when you want....maybe those spammers really enjoy being a sore in ppl's eyes.... but not in my eyes becoz you r not even qualify to be one.... i dun even wanna give you a shit... ahah... plz don try so hard to get my attention lah.... attention seekers.....
i love my colleague....
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tag my board.... !!! i love those who reads my blog....
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miss kwok !! :)
12:28 AM Friday, January 25, 2008
10:12 PM Tuesday, January 22, 2008
aha... i know i have become very fat now.... :) and that's becoz i eats supper everyday..... continously..... !!!! i never stop eating ....anyway......
i feel so happi to have them in my life ... hehe.... i was always telling the ppl around mi that i keep losing $$ and mis-calculating ..... blah blah blah..... then today two really nice ppl came and help mi becoz i thought i lost $$ again..... sooo nice of them.... hehe don be jealous MR JJJJJJ !!! hehe !!!!
one of the stylist said i am very straightforward and frank again.... :( haiz.... its just sth that i cant change..... :( how i wish nice things always come out from my mouth... but i just cant say sth that is not true... i will feel yack !!! hehe !!!
anyway its just a very random post with a very wired ending ..... and if you r in a differnent frequency with mi then you wouldn't understand at all.... ahah !!!
11:47 PM Monday, January 21, 2008
wanna upload some picz.... but this f-king com is super lag..... and so .....aha...only words and one pathetic pic .... !!! this post is meant to scold MISS QINGYI for not taking picz with mi !!!! :( whenever i ask her to take pictures she will use all sorts of reason to turn down the offer.... :( and thats why in the previous post you cant see her face !!!!
and i have a sad news for MR J.... watever you r saying in my tagboard jus shows how childish and low class you are..... and i am totally not affected..... sad case... trying soooo hard to piss mi off but failed..... maybe you can try harder next time ... little boy..... !!! :)
anyway/..... i love everyone who reads my blog !!!!!
12:38 AM Sunday, January 20, 2008
10:52 PM Wednesday, January 9, 2008
its gonna be a long post....long long post...coz i have not blog for daysss......
i got my hair done by my boss last sunday... and its cool..she coloured my hair ash blond or sth.... not too bad....
the colour is diff from the pic lah.... becoz of the light....
i threw away two pairs of fake lashes today... becoz i was f-king piss .... i had a hard time putting it on.... anyway...one more hour to my bithday.... !! yay.... i am seventeen this year... cooolll man..... !!! and my hair is very lan now..... !!!! :(
10:54 PM Saturday, January 5, 2008
i am f-ing piss now lor ..... cb .... have fone dun wanna answer fone call then throw away your fone lah.... f-king cb...... !!! i know i am very rude now.... but too bad i am in a terrible mood..... every little thing that doesn't goes my way...i will be very piss ..super piss...... !!!!! sometimes i really feel like giving the ppl walking in front of mi a slap ....coz they are walking super slow..... dun you think its very irritating ???? especially little kids.... don they know that they have short legs.... shouldn't they take bigger steps ??? and don they know that they are super short ...shouldn't they juz............. anyway... i am jus very pissed ....!!!!
i have been meeting real weird ppl nowadays..... they can juz say HI to mi when i don even know who the hell are they.... a guy even ask mi to s-k his c-k..... like soooo wat the hell lor..... don they know they are very disgusting ... ???
11:01 AM Tuesday, January 1, 2008
this post is gonna be a rather random post... becoz i got too much to say....
MY WORK !!!
i really think its very difficult to work in an environment full of women.... even my boss say so.... becoz women are really good gossipers.... not that i am being backstabbed by them or wat.... but from my observation.... they can be real sarcastic at times ..... i truly beleive the chinese sayings of jiu du fu ren xin and niu ren xin hai di shen..... women are so difficult to understand .....i think women are really some weird species on earth.... when i was working as a promoter.... i dun face this kind of problems or i dun see it at all.... maybe becoz there are more males there.... and i get along really well with them.... and maybe becoz there are no gals onli the motherly aunties who taught mi alot..... and when i was working in book cafe.... life is really easy becoz most of them are guys and i think its super easy to survive in such an environment.... becoz guys are very nice to gals .... provided that you r not ugly.... but i am not saying that i am pretti or wat... i have an acceptable look ...( i guess ) ...but when i work in estique saloon.... life is definitely not easy.... i have never felt such a way be4 .... i am not like huenyan... she works in a saloon full of guys... and as 4 manyi... she works in a saloon where there are only 4 person including her ( i know becoz i went there for an interview be4.... and that is the saloon that i mention in my earlier post ) ....and so life there is really easy i believe..... i dun know how to explain the situation i am in.... you have to experience it yourselve....
MYSELF !!!
i think i am actually quite fortunate @ times becoz i have met ppl who knows mi better than i know myself...... and those ppl are ppl who i am not very close to... and just by talking to mi ....they know wat kind of person i am ..... i should not name who they are becoz they might not wanna be name..... i should type out a paragraph of wat this person wrote to mi.... just a short paragraph..... his english is fantastic... real good ....
'' through our conversation , discovered alot about xuan hui .( which is mi ) She is a very demare girl who ,much to my surprise doesn't use much crude languages except for a well timed ''f***'' which she will after that cover up her mouth in embarrassent . she is also a girl who likes to saty on top of her world and at times attention seeking . she likes to put up a strong front and is one who hates critcism about her and would laugh it off in order to not reveal her vulnerable side . she is also a very materialstic person who has a clear idea about he future ! .......''
i really think wat he wrote is 100% true... i am so glad to meet him..... really....i dun know why but i am always judged by alot of ppl... from a hairstylist to a person who interviewed mi and my boss..... every person judge mi from my appearance... my hairstylist said '' when i first saw you i gave you 80 points.... but after talking to you i give you 30 points ... -_-''' ''
the person who interviewed mi say '' i think you are very suitable to be a receptionist..... working in this line is very suitable for you ...'' i mean how much you know mi.... juz becoz of my dressing you say i am suitable ???
dun judge mi becoz you dun even know mi .....
i got my friend into shit becoz i am too straightforward and frank..... one of my friend say... ''why you always say nasty things de huh ?? why you dun compliment others de ?? '' i also find it strange why nth good comes out of my mouth ??
MY WISH IN 2008 !!!!! :)
1 ) ALL MY COLLEAGUE GETS ALONG WELL ....
2) GOOD HEALTH FOR EVERYBODY .....
3) MY PAY INCREASE
4) EVRYBODY FINDS SOMEONE THEY TRULY LOVE !!
5) 2008 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR EVERYBODY !!!!
HAPPY 2008 !!! LOVE YOU !!!!