everything just sucks !!!! sucks sooooo much !!!! i feel so terrible nowadays..... its just a very bad year for mi !!!! things have not change for a better... and its getting from bad to worse.... i suddenly realise that words that i say is always so hurtful.... i always say without thinking... after that i will say ''OOPZ'' !!! WTH .... i have been soo inconsiderate for sooo many years... i believe i have offended alot of ppl !!!! from ppl who dotes on mi to ppl whom i just know for a few days or week !!! i am sooo frank that i can just say the person is useless and should go home and sleep right in front of their face without even sparing a thought for then !! i have such a bad heart and bad mouth !!!!! yuck !!! i always wonder will there be a day when i can just keep complementing ppl .... brightening up their day !!!! when will the day come ?? CAN SOMEONE PLZ TELL MI !!!! :(