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11:12 PM Saturday, May 31, 2008



bored...bored to death... i never knew life could be this boring......god...... at home the whole DAY...doing nth but sleep... slept for 15 hours..... play the com and watch tv.... oh god ... i don wanna be a zhai nui leh..... wat a boring life.... i need to engage myself in sth.... but i don know wat... -__-''' i wanna find sth interesting to do .... i need to work during my holiday.....i have no income at all....... but i need to spend $$$.... i got lotz to buy... lotzzzzz !!!!!


i think my brain have somehow gone rusty.... i have not been using my brains for months... although i have been going to school ...but i have not been using my brain at all.... cool...... now im just gettting more and more lazy..... just love to slack around ... and do nth.... :(
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you know wat.... i am suffering now....... :( i have been very careful in watever i say..becoz i believe in karma.... :0... i'm so afraid that watever mean things i say , some day a f-ker will say the mean things back to mi.... few days ago... a very ugly and irritating old men message mi... ( i just don understand lor... why i always meet those weird weird guys one.... handsome and rich ones never come :( )and so ...... hehe.... i scolded him like f-k.... saying how disgusting he is..... and blah blah blah..... i actually did hesitated but then .... think its very funny.... and he deserved it..... but after i sent i was damn scared... coz im afraid 10 years later when i meet a guy i really like.... he will scold mi like a f-ker....... wat goes around comes around..... but he is dumb lah... he didn't get the hint that i hate him .... REALLY REALLY HATE HIM.... stupid.... man sometimes are really more stupid than gals........


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few weeks ago... my gf and i actually wanted to do the jumpy thingy.... but i don know whats wrong..... i picz are just not right... can anyone tell mi why WHY ?????? :(

10:43 PM Saturday, May 24, 2008





my dearest classmates !! ;0







The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walk awayfeeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. BABY low .... I MISS YOU !!!enjoy your holiday... love you !!! :)more than just an ordinary friend .....
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The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. this is sth i haven master yet.... i never fails to offend ppl ...never fail to say things that are meant to be a secret....and never have i put myself in other peopl's shoe.... never realise that if you feel that it hurts you , it probably hurts the person too .
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its funny how a hello ends with a goodbye , how good memories can make you cry and how forever never seems to last. all that was left was nth but memories , i thought the images in my mind will be vague when time past... but no..... the images just seems to be clearer and clearer ....different scenario just keep appearing..... i believe the only reason why i hold onto the memories so tightly is becoz thats the only thing that dont change , when everyone does .

1:15 AM Wednesday, May 21, 2008

hi ppl !! i guess alot of ppl is sleeping already... its 1.15 am mow... and im still doing my project.... a laptop on my lap and a computer in front of mi... god... this is ssssoooooo tiring.... i have not been having good sleep recently... thanks to all the mahjong session and ktv session.. and this project.... if i don score for this project.... i will bloody F the teacher...... aha ... just joking... i like my lecturer lah !! okay bye its time to work now !!

9:45 PM Monday, May 19, 2008

hi ppl ... are you guys enjoying your holiday ?? i definitely enjoyed mine.... coz i got to catch up with my galfriends..... i missed them sooo much..... and we had mahjong session from yesterday 2...a.m till now 9.46p.m.... and we are still not done yet..... ( of coz with a couple of hours of beauty sleep ) if not i guess we will have cramps all around our body and back ache ..... as usual ... i lose like f-k.... but i still think its sooo enjoying ..... and we can stay away from the sun..... :) i tried soooo hard to be fair.... although not very sucessful but im not as tan as be4.... but.... on one fateful day... i walked for 10 minutes under the bloody sun .... becoz i need to get to somewhere and i became darker..... its the shittiest day ... :(
last night when i got home after ktv session with my sweeties.... i killed two cockroach.... disgusting creature...... and it reminds mi of cockroaches running around the pantry.... ew..... some times when we are having our lunch during work... we can see cockroaches running around..... and of coz some brave ppl killed them ...not mi.... but i learned to be brave..... i killed them while my sis scream like she saw a 100m long and 100kg heavy cockroach.... -_-'''
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7:58 PM Wednesday, May 14, 2008

sometimes i really think it just sucks to be mi !!!! really ...... you know wat....i can be soo silly.... i brought sth i dun like just to save face .... let mi tell you the story :
i went vivo few weeks ago ( why am i writing things that is few weeks ago
-_-''') went inside this shop.... then i saw a beautiful ring ..... i got the sales gal to take it out for mi to try..... then i was like em.... can i get that.... just went i finish saying this sentence.... i feel like f-ked.... coz i think it looks kind of ugly after the very second ....... :( but i jsut couldn't tell the sales gal i don want.... coz she willl think i am such a bitch....irritating.....then she ask if i wanna spend abit more to get the member ship card .... then i was like okay...becoz i thought i would need it someday..... and so i spent 100 over dollars on sth i dun like ....-_-'''' till now i have not even used the membership card yet .....and i realise i always buy nth but slippers from there.... hell...... lets calculate.... 1 slipper from there coz around 30 plus... so i'll get 10% off which is around 3 plus..... the member ship card made mi spend 100 over dollars.. and i seldom buy slippers.... hell.... its definitely a bo hua deal..... and now the bloody thing is still in my cupboard i only wore it for 24 hours... and bye bye..... :(

today i went shopping.... i went to the shop i always go to.... as i was considered a regular so she gave mi a member ship card few weeks ago.... i feel kind of happy... becoz in order to get the card you need to spend @ least 200 dollars..... or 300 ..... i got it just by spending a little bit.....
i was looking at the clothes but i find nth really nice .... then i told my sis.... hey lets buy sth lah.... very bad leh.... got memebership card le then never buy from them ..... and so i brought sth again..... hell... i already soooo pooor still have to be nice to others..... ( or maybe its not being nice.... just wanna save face ) :( .... save face really made mi waste lots lots of $$$ ....

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there are lots of things that i wanna say... but just too lazy to type lah..... bye ppl !!!!!

10:49 AM Saturday, May 10, 2008





please say they are better looking than mi !!! plz !!!! -_-''


















some were blessed in the looks department while some could only hope they had sparkling personalities on their side .... but if you have none.... then too bad.... quite hopeless indeed !!!! i just don understand why some ppl can criticize others like nobody's business ~!!! hell !!! wat the f-k is this !!!! this just simply show how low class you are !!!! -_-''




11:42 PM Saturday, May 3, 2008











had three mahjong session last week ....with mummy and my sis.... bloody hell.... i lose like f-k..... during the first session.... i won abit of $$ so i thought lady luck is back becoz i have been losing $$ since the beginning of 2008 !!!! but sad to say... good things don last.... i started to lose again ... and lose more than i win..... sooo piss... my sister is the big winner..... she win all my $$ :( she is such a bitch...... i hate her....(okay juzt kidding ) and so my mum and i have decided ...never to play with her again... becoz she is just sooo lucky... really.... she always get wat she wants !!!!
she is also a big fat liar.... she always tell mi this.....''next time when i win $$ i confirm will give you some.... mummy sone ...papa some '' but whenever she wins $$ ..she never give one.... she will keep everything and when i question her... she will say soo little..... sometimes i really thing that the amount is not important but keeping your promise.... :) [ i know she will read my blog..... so after she read this maybe she will give mi some of her winnings ??? ] aha.....
YOU KNOW WAT ..... when ever i go toilet.... i will compare the toilet to my work place toilet ( i mean the previous wrk place ) so few days ago.... i was thinking and thinking... that i mistaken the M sign as the F sign.... {the signs outside the toilets } soo i entered the boys toilet.... and i witness an uncle urinating..... oopz..... but luckily.... he was quite far away sooo i didn't see anything..... or maybe his is just too small so its not very visable.... hahaha !!!!!! i told my dad and mum about it..... they laugh and say how stupid i was..... and my dad say... the uncle never say '' WELCOME MEH ???'''