11:31 PM Monday, July 7, 2008
HI..!!! i screwed up my MM (mechanics) PAPER !!! aaannnnndddd my OC (oral commumication).... i love to talk... and talking is super super easy .....but talking and presenting in a good way... is two different thing.... OKAY..... IT WAS NEVER THE SAME......-_-''but i cant believe im doing it sooooo badly..... i tried to memorise the speech ...(well its a last minute thingy) but i was sooooo nervous ...i forgot everything ....hence i keep reading from my speech..... im really not a pro...... but i believe as long as i put in effort.... aha... it could be sooooo easy for mi...... just like kate say.... presenting is not easy wat... just take it as a lesson lor.... !!!! (i will )
went to do my hair today..... not in estique ....im soo scared when i step inside the salon..... im soooo afraid it will be badly done.... im just sooo scared..... i think i can only feel safe for my hair when its in your hands.....!!! you just jolly well knows wat i want !!! :)
Did i tell you guys that i will be doing a F1 car for my coming exams ??? i mean not mi alone.... with my fabulous teammates of coz..... did the wheels today ...not wheels but wheel.... coz i was soooo slow i did one side only ..or izzit the whole class is going on a slow mode..... i don know... anyway.... it was soo badly done..... i broke every cutter that i used...... ooppzzz and i spoilt two of my work piece.... not sth to be proud of.... i felt soo ashame.....
the teacher just keep saying mi ... (in a joking way ) or maybe not joking.... i don know..... not very sure whether is he serious in scolding mi or he just talks that way.... so in the end he help mi alot..... he just know that im very very stress... super..... im so afraid of getting F ..... every monday just seems to be a f-ing lesson.... hehe !!!
anyway thats all for today... goodnite peeps !!!!
love ,
miss kwok (xuan ) ^.^