have i been too wordy nowadays ?? i guess i had.... aha.... but don you think it more meaningful to read rather then just looking at pictures ...whether is it girls showing off that big-gy boobs(not saying anybody in particular....ramdom thoughts) or guys showing that sexy body.... it just kinda no meaning.... rite ??? i know you guys totally agree with mi ..UNLESS you are some superfical jerks...then well.... nothing to say... :)

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i read some of my friends blog... and everybody seems quite down recently..... i thought i was the onli one feeling real down and hopeless but NAH.... i have company.... although everybody is down for different reason but i feel great to have company... although in a rather bad way... :) i have never felt so hopeless and bad be4... i somehow at a certain time of the day just started to reflect and i really think that i have been a really bad friend .. bossy ..unreasonable and bad temper.... god.... really a ''everybody-hate''type of gal.... and realize i have no good points at all... cant think of any... totally lost....but i always thank god for letting mi meet amazing people...really.... people who not only happily accepted my plus points also accepted my not soo good areas..... thank you friends.... you know i love everyone of you rite ?? whether we are close or not it doesn't really matter... wat really matters is you guys are always there for mi... and willing to let mi know you guys better ....you guys made an impact in my life.... whether have i made any in yours... only you knows..... (if you forget my name at times ... then probably i am just not special enough to make you remember mi.... ) i used to forget people's name last time .... but not now.... becoz everybody is special to mi in some way or another.... and it feels bad to be forgotten..... it doesnt show that '' i think you are soo cute ...omg adorable gal forgetting names again'' crap.... it just show you didn't make an effort to remember.... becoz you totally think the person is crap ...doesn't worth remembering..... i don deny that i felt quite cool to forget people's name ....last time.... becoz ...i don know why.... but definitely not now.... (but if i know you for only one pathetic day... talk less then 100 words.... then being forgotten is reasonable.... make sense rite ?? )
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i really hate people lying in a stupid way.. really.... come on lah... if you wanna lie... lie smartly.... don be a dumb shit.... lie until people can easily explose you without the need of intelligence at all..... dumb rite.... is either you are dumb or you bloody use your dumb brain to think that your smart friend is dumb enough to believe the shits that you say out of your bullshitting mouth..... (i cant believe its soo easy to put lots of shit word in a short paragraph ... smart mi ) again ..im not picking on anybody or saying anybody.... its just a ramdon thought in my mind.... a ramdon topic for my blog.... okay.... BUT.... IF YOU THINK IM SAYING YOU ... THEN PARDON MI FOR SAYING THE SAME THING AGAIN.... BLOODY HELL USE YOUR DUMB BRIAN TO THINK BE4 LYING.... DIM BELL......!!! HAHA....
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PS: ITS BECOZ OF YOUR IMPERFECTION THAT MAKES YOU SPECIAL AND DIFFERENT... :)
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xuan(misskwok) don i sound really smart at the PS area !!! call mi smart ass....