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1:17 AM Saturday, August 23, 2008

holiday time ....!!! hip hip horray... !! :)

ended my last paper yesterday.. totally screwed up....but im not going to get sad over that since its over.... quite pointless ..... never get upset over things that is over.... my notion of the day...
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wanted to look for a job bbbbuuuuuttttt i simply cant find sth suitable.... lots of jobs available.... but finding a job that pays well.... can slack .....em.... not much choices.... but i always believe i will find sth that suits mi well becoz god will help mi.... RITE ?? (since when i become soooo holy ??)
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as usual... my favourite line.... :things always never go as planned..... yay its true.... wanna go back hongkong during october but i simply cant... becoz i need to sign up for GEMS and my sister 's birthday falls on the 6th of october..... and so i just don know when i should go back.... !!! i really wanna earn lots of $$ first then i go back.... becoz as everybody knows hongkong is a shopping paradise..... as a shopping manica like mi.... i definitely need lots of $$ to cure my excessive enthusiam on pretty and eye catching clothings and shoes and bags and ....... endless accessories... :) and you know sometimes my impulsive buying illness will fa zhou (i cant think of an english word for these ) so $$ is the only thing that can cure mi... :) or maybe not mi.... all women .... ladies and the girly girly :)
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im feeling so lost now.... i kinda lost my way.... i cant find any motivation in life.... i cant find something that makes mi wanna move on.... makes mi hoping for a brand new day.... sometimes i feel that crying makes mi so much happier than laughing over something i dont find it funny at all.... faking my way through.... laugh just becoz the whole scene needs mi to laugh.... god my god.... i think im in a mess now.... how can i save myself from all these shits..... can you answer my question ?

love,
xuan (miss kwok)
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i dont feel rainbows at all..... :(