Autumn In My Heart, 蓝 色 生 死恋, this is my current favourite drama series.... omg...its soo lovely and romantic... i think i watched these series few years ago if im not wrong..and now im watching it again... i tear almost every episode...but thats the part that i enjoy the most....yay it weird but... you wouldn't understand unless you watch it and cry...
go and watch it if you haven .....coz its definitely a very nice series..... trust mi man....!! im so addicted till i cant study...feel like waching it everyday and not study...keke!! :)
with lots of love,
xuan
11:56 AM Thursday, November 27, 2008
im super angry now.... xuan is super angry...miss kwok is very very angry.... damn it.... im conned.....!!!! a smart girl like mi is conned by the aunties...... shit..... like all health conscious teenage... fruit juice are my favourite.... but wat is sooo disappointing is that.. the foodcourt aunties claim that they sell fresh juice are actually serving syrup water...okay maybe not so dilute...but its still not fresh fruit juice rite ??.... they shouldn't be putting pictures of fruits on their "banner" or printings saying " Fresh soursop juice" etc....they should just put pictures of different brands of syrup ....f**k !!! and i seriously hate it when they put syrup..or sugar dissolved in water... like come on... we want fresh juice.... even when the juice is not sweet enough ...putting syrup is still not right.... becoz as a seller ..you should make sure that the fruits that you purchase it fresh and sweet.... wth..... i know you guys think im making a mountain out of a molehill...but hey .... i paid for fresh juice leh.....not syrup water !!!!
11:27 PM Wednesday, November 26, 2008
hi people...just ended work.... my legs are tired as usual.... but my mind is still awake..which means i still cannot go to bed.... tml im having my HR lesson... and i definitely cant miss it again becoz i think i've missed the lesson for more than 3 times le.. and my attendance cant fall below 80%... how i wish there is no such thing as marking attendence.... so we, the students have the right to choose which lesson to turn up for and which one not to....aha....well...that will never happen..!!!!
i'll be working tml again although its thursday and i end my lesson at 5... but i'll will be there by four coz im skipping leeson to earn $$$..i know its wrong ...i should always put studies first...but do you know how many things i need to buy.... christmas is coming.... my birthday is coming... and im going to bintan (if possoble) and taiwan.... can you see how much $$$ i need,..... and next month...my working days are super little... which leads mi to be a poor girl.... ,my sales for this month sucks like hell.... so i really need to use the last few days of the month to chiong.... you know..... !!!!!!!
with lots of love,
xuan.
8:14 PM Saturday, November 22, 2008
went shopping yesterday...i finally got time for myself.... :) of coz i brought clothes again.... i always feel very irritated when i wake up in the morning and found out that i got nth to wear.... so i went to top up my closet...:)
and i've decided...im going taiwan next year..with baby low.... and mayne... and...and.... and..... horray... so from these very moment.... i need to start saving $$ so i can buy alot of things when i reach there.... im serious.... im not saying only....i will be booking the tickets during january... im promise myself.... hope there wouldn't be any last minute changes.... aha...cant wait for it.... it will be soo much fun....:)
with lots of love,
xuan...
7:52 PM Sunday, November 16, 2008
hi people....:) just finish work..im soo tired...and my sales sucks.... this month is definitely not a very month for my counter... must go pai pai le.... i've been saying i wanna visit the temple since the begining of the year but till now i still haven go....aha..... :) i hate people coming to my counter and ask for samples...like come on lor.... you never even buy anything and you can still so thick skin come and ask... wth.... don they feel ashame of themselves ?? weird people..... !! my classmates is sooo scary... they beat all my high scores in facebook.... they are like so into facebook.... and im lagging behind.... shit....!!!:( i need to go chiong le ...bye bye...
11:40 PM Thursday, November 13, 2008
hey hey...:) skipped lesson today..coz its a total waste of my time... and sooooo i met up with baby low...and we watched The Coffin.... not a very scary movie.... quite boring and expected..... :( but karen mok is pretty....although she have messy hair....:0 just don understand why all horror movie shows the same type of ghost..like cant it be different.... stop all those long hair...disfigured faces ghost CAN ???? is sooo no kick....-_-" anyway...i still haven completed my CRS...sianzzzz..... and now im still training my pet...... :) i'll update soon...seeya!! with lots of love , xuan(misskwok)
11:58 PM Sunday, November 9, 2008
im soo tired ... i have plenty of revsion to do..and i have to work almost everyday... and i still have to get my CRS done.... huh.. so sianz... and my friends are all catching up ay pet society le.... they seems so crazy about it lor... so scary.... !! and guess who i saw today during work.... eugenie... aha... so glad to see her.. did lots of catching up... and that was great.... hope to see her again soon... !!! and all the best for your n level results.... !!!!
with lots of love,
xuan(misskwok)
7:33 PM Wednesday, November 5, 2008
sorry for not updating again... im just soo busy with work and studies...and i really got nothing to blog about.... but for now... i got soo much to say.....
The power of saying ''NO'' !!!!
i really suck at rejections.. whether is it being rejected by others and gracfully accept it.. or me myself rejecting others.... i really dont know how do rejection in a nice way
.... and i do feel bad rejecting others... but everytime i agree to somthing i hate.... i really feel like exploding....
there were couple of times when my friend want mi to go smoke break with her... i was like ''huh'' ...do you know how many customers i would lose if i leave the counter... how much lesser commission i will get.... but yet i still have to say okay.. becoz i don know how to say no.... damn it... but im learning to say ''no'' to her....
there were times when she want mi to stay back with her after work ..so she could finsh her paper work and we can take the train together... i would tell her... i have lesson tml morning leh... she will whine and say ''dont like that lah... awhile only'' then all i could do is sigh and wait lor..... i really don wanna wait de leh.... i have morning lesson tml... cant she be more considerate and spare a thought for mi.... ??
annnnnnddd why must she whine to mi... im not her boyfriend leh.... whenever people whine to mi, i find it even harder to say ''no'' ...:(
does everybody buy that ?? whine your way through and get wat you want.... okay to be frank... i whine to my friends too.. aha.. and it works.... almost everytime.... so can i conclude that whining ''kills''... ?? ^.* even though i always whine... my hair will stand whenever people whines to mi... and use the act cute voice... i really wanna give them a slap.... ask them to SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH... AND STOP WHINING..... I SERIOUSLY HATE IT......keke....
hey dear friends be truthful and plz tell mi... do you feel like slaping mi too ..when i whine ?? plz say no... if not i will be super duper sad.... coz whining is my forte.... omg... i feel like slappiung myself now..... !!!
I seriously hate ''toot'' people !!!!
to make it clear.... the toot people that i meant... are not those who suck at studies.. get low grades.... NO !!! im defientely not a student who score so well .... that people 'wow' at you... or am i some elites.... nope... so who am i so judge people by grades....
the stupid people that i meant.... are people who ask stupid questions... you dont even need to use your tiny brain and you can simply get the answer.... why do some people just love to waste my breath and saliva replying to your idiotic qns... ?? WHY ? TELL MI!!! dont ask mi why am i doing these or that.... coz i always do things for a reason..... a reason that i dont need to explain to you about..... a reason that you dont even need to know !!!! :)
I hate people entering my accounts !!!!
i enjoy privacy ....and love to be respected.... you dont enter my accounts without my permission...and dont even say...you enter my account becoz you wanna find out something.... hey... thats that very nice .... you enjoy people going into your account meh ?? put yourselve in other people's shoe...
and wat i hate the most is changing my things /infos.... who are you to do that... !!!! let mi write out a conversation in msn
**: hi
mi:hello... :)
** : how are you doing , my little doggy...
i immediately shut down the consversation.... then i realise someone put '' im a bitchy doggy " behind my nick.... thats not really nice of that person.... and so it wasn't ** fault.... and i shoudn't be angry with him at all ..coz is that ''don know who'' 's fault.... hmpft.....
I dont like being said fierce
i dont know why but.... people's impression of mi is always fierce.... in secondary school.... seniors will say.... you dont even smile to mi.. why you so dao... i was like... wat.. i dont even know you... why must i smile ?? im not a retard....and people will say why you look so fierce... i dont really look fierce.. i just dont smile to strangers !! and in msn.... sometimes when friends say ''hi'' ..i just reply a ''wat?"' they will say why you so fierce.... nb... i never even speak .. and you cant even see my face expression ....and im judged as fierce... wat the hell..... im just being causal... thats all... !!!! its soo unfair !!! let mi make it clear... i am not fierce at all.... although sometimes i scold people but you shouldn't conclude that as fierce becoz im angry.... so in conclusion... im a nice girl... and im not FIERCE....!!!!
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i realise after typing all these.... it just shows that im really a not very nice person....and i only knows how to complain.....but im really a nice person if you are nice to mi.... coz i cant find a reason why i must be nasty to you..... well... as long as the people who matters understand .... im fine with how others judge mi... !!! :)
with lots of love ,
xuan(misskwok)
9:55 AM Saturday, November 1, 2008
i finally got a break this weekend....aha.. no more work ...finally..... im soo soo soo tired... my leg is super suan de.... even when im not working ..my leg also very suan.... don know why.....
i still got so much revision to do..... i really need to take out my secondary school A maths textbook and revise lor..... if not im really gonna fail my exams ...
i really hope i could resist the temptation of the computer and tv..... so i can really study and read.....
Things to complete...
Revise
1) thermofluid
2) engineering material
3)computer programming
3)Maths
4)electrical something
5) read my thousand splendid suns
I MUST GET IT DONE......
but for now.... i need to watch gossip gals season 2... keke....