7:33 PM Wednesday, November 5, 2008


sorry for not updating again... im just soo busy with work and studies...and i really got nothing to blog about.... but for now... i got soo much to say.....
The power of saying ''NO'' !!!!
i really suck at rejections.. whether is it being rejected by others and gracfully accept it.. or me myself rejecting others.... i really dont know how do rejection in a nice way
.... and i do feel bad rejecting others... but everytime i agree to somthing i hate.... i really feel like exploding....
there were couple of times when my friend want mi to go smoke break with her... i was like ''huh'' ...do you know how many customers i would lose if i leave the counter... how much lesser commission i will get.... but yet i still have to say okay.. becoz i don know how to say no.... damn it... but im learning to say ''no'' to her....
there were times when she want mi to stay back with her after work ..so she could finsh her paper work and we can take the train together... i would tell her... i have lesson tml morning leh... she will whine and say ''dont like that lah... awhile only'' then all i could do is sigh and wait lor..... i really don wanna wait de leh.... i have morning lesson tml... cant she be more considerate and spare a thought for mi.... ??
annnnnnddd why must she whine to mi... im not her boyfriend leh.... whenever people whine to mi, i find it even harder to say ''no'' ...:(
does everybody buy that ?? whine your way through and get wat you want.... okay to be frank... i whine to my friends too.. aha.. and it works.... almost everytime.... so can i conclude that whining ''kills''... ?? ^.* even though i always whine... my hair will stand whenever people whines to mi... and use the act cute voice... i really wanna give them a slap.... ask them to SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH... AND STOP WHINING..... I SERIOUSLY HATE IT......keke....
hey dear friends be truthful and plz tell mi... do you feel like slaping mi too ..when i whine ?? plz say no... if not i will be super duper sad.... coz whining is my forte.... omg... i feel like slappiung myself now..... !!!
I seriously hate ''toot'' people !!!!
to make it clear.... the toot people that i meant... are not those who suck at studies.. get low grades.... NO !!! im defientely not a student who score so well .... that people 'wow' at you... or am i some elites.... nope... so who am i so judge people by grades....
the stupid people that i meant.... are people who ask stupid questions... you dont even need to use your tiny brain and you can simply get the answer.... why do some people just love to waste my breath and saliva replying to your idiotic qns... ?? WHY ? TELL MI!!! dont ask mi why am i doing these or that.... coz i always do things for a reason..... a reason that i dont need to explain to you about..... a reason that you dont even need to know !!!! :)
I hate people entering my accounts !!!!
i enjoy privacy ....and love to be respected.... you dont enter my accounts without my permission...and dont even say...you enter my account becoz you wanna find out something.... hey... thats that very nice .... you enjoy people going into your account meh ?? put yourselve in other people's shoe...
and wat i hate the most is changing my things /infos.... who are you to do that... !!!! let mi write out a conversation in msn
**: hi
mi:hello... :)
** : how are you doing , my little doggy...
i immediately shut down the consversation.... then i realise someone put '' im a bitchy doggy " behind my nick.... thats not really nice of that person.... and so it wasn't ** fault.... and i shoudn't be angry with him at all ..coz is that ''don know who'' 's fault.... hmpft.....
I dont like being said fierce
i dont know why but.... people's impression of mi is always fierce.... in secondary school.... seniors will say.... you dont even smile to mi.. why you so dao... i was like... wat.. i dont even know you... why must i smile ?? im not a retard....and people will say why you look so fierce... i dont really look fierce.. i just dont smile to strangers !! and in msn.... sometimes when friends say ''hi'' ..i just reply a ''wat?"' they will say why you so fierce.... nb... i never even speak .. and you cant even see my face expression ....and im judged as fierce... wat the hell..... im just being causal... thats all... !!!! its soo unfair !!! let mi make it clear... i am not fierce at all.... although sometimes i scold people but you shouldn't conclude that as fierce becoz im angry.... so in conclusion... im a nice girl... and im not FIERCE....!!!!
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i realise after typing all these.... it just shows that im really a not very nice person....and i only knows how to complain.....but im really a nice person if you are nice to mi.... coz i cant find a reason why i must be nasty to you..... well... as long as the people who matters understand .... im fine with how others judge mi... !!! :)
with lots of love ,
xuan(misskwok)