LAst wednesday's picture....i know im slow... im a busy busy girl you know..!!! ^^










They are my love...*,*
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i swear im not going clubbing until my end semster exam ends... i swear..!! so my lovely james and jamies.... you know wat.even when i hear R&B songs..i wanna dance and go club..damnit..!plz dont ask mi whether im going...dont give mi a moment to think...dont tempt mi..if you're reading my post now... plz do wat i say... dont tell mi who is going... which club and blah blah blah..watever that is related to clubbing..leave mi out...THANK YOU... love you guys man...!!!

Life is more than just about clubbing ...!!! (reminder to myself)

ps: shower mi with your love...!!

with lots of love,

xuan :)

blogger sucks man..cant upload pictures... cb... wanna blog also cannot...wat the hell man...angry angry angry..!!!

im loving these song soo much....

hope you guys love it as much as i do...

love,

xuan

went clubbing yesterday with all my lovely friends.... i love my gang.... they are uber sweet and funny.... once a joker always a joker..:) power station iss sooo much fun on saturday but super pack....:(

and my guys are damn protective lah... protecting us from all itchy hands of those horny guys... thanks a million.... we are like those protected animals in the zoo..... wwwooooootttttssss....!!!!

reached home at around 4plus 5...then slept at 6... actually wanna go shopping with my elder sis and go bai bai..but when i woke up at around 4 plus..my elder sis is no longer at home already - _-".... and i just realize i haven write up a script for my gems which need to be send to our lecturer tonight at 11.59 and i haven done my reseach on my resort project..... omg... so much things to do.... sianzzzzzzz aaaannnnndddddd still got practical test tml..... omg......

so much project and assignment pilling up.... im sooo gonna die.... xuan is forever a busy busy girl.....!!!!

ps. its hard to please everyone...but i'll try to make evryone around mi happy and feel that i do care....thanks for being so understanding :)

pps.: i'll upload the pictures soon...and some you can find it in facebook..*.*

ppps : i just brought brown contacts.... ahah...so nice...rae and hy also brought brown cons , mayne got blue... last night everyone got beautiful eyes... aha... all fake beautiful eyes.... wahah...

pppps : dance till body ache....shitty shit...

and lastly.... i played basketball yesterday lor.... waahhh...finally sweat and detox-ed...:)

with love,
xuan :)

celebrated jy's birthday at jurong point.... like finally i made an effort to turn up for class celebration.... i should really make it a must to turn up for my classmates's birthday celebration becoz they made an effort to turn up for my birthday .... so must be nice...;')

i love my friends to the max... like really..im saying these from the bottom of my heart.... they always make mi feel loved and cared for... im not loaded with $$ but i loaded with lots and lots of love...
God did not give mi a pretty face or a sext hot body...he gave mi friends that i cant buy with a million dollars...

to all my dearest baby girls out there...thanks for all your care and concern....thanks for being there for mi when i needed you guys the most... thanks for giving mi solution and great advices when i needed them the most... thanks for everything that you have done to make our friendship so much stronger..so much closer...

cheers to friendship.... hope we will always be there to pick each other up in times of need.... love and hugs...

with lots of love,
xuan :)

was working at isetan scotts yesterday....and i saw the people that i've let down... seeing them walk pass and i couldn't say hi... all i could do is look away and pretend... whenever i sees them... a sense of guilt and shame resurface....but there is really nothing i can do to save the current situation.... although its been 2 years , the day that things went bad seems so clear in my head... >>>>upset and guilty.... im such a betrayer....!!
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ps: you get wat you deserve...

with love ,
xuan :(

worked at bhg on monday...saw lots of familiar faces... happy...

Whenever it comes to tuesday..i'll have to make a huge decision..which is whether to club on wed or not... i said NO on tuesday....buuttt i said YESH on wed....
AS i was working on wed... so i asked my colleague who just got out of army and is working at the counter with mi ...he got a dip but becoz he got a gpa of 3.2 plus hence he cant go to a good uni..!!

i asked him if i should go chiong that night ... then he say " if im a bad person ..i'll say you're still young should enjoy...just go man.... bbbuuuttt i really think you shouldn't coz you are having lesson the very next morning... and becoz you are working today..you never even revise your work...and nobody really go club during mid semester....so i say no.."
After i hear him say all that..i was really convince lor... really... im serious... so immediately called my sis and told her wat he say....my sis asked mi a qn and i changed my mind..!! damn it.. so i went lor..!! aha... ( there are pictures in facebook and my friend's blog.. you guys can check it out there..^.*)





with love,
xuan;)

Hiya ppl....went to watch transformer the other day... i dont really like the show ..too long and draggy....booo....!!!!






with love,
xuan.*.*

got back almost all my test papers... kinda disappointed...not with the results becoz its expected...if i pass its luck..if i fail then i deserve it ...
im disappionted becoz ...my friends cant wait to see mi fall... i mean ... wats the big deal of losing to your friend or winning.. you win mi and you'll feel better about yourselve ?? wow...then i have to say you're pretty pathetic... you need ppl to look bad so you can look good..! wtf is these...and you call these friends ???? and why do you need to be a sour grape when you lose... ??!! dont you know how to feel happy for others ??!! all the sarcastic remark ???!!! wat the hell is these... i really had enough lor.. i didn't say anything when i heard those words doesn't mean i dont mind.... i never show that im upset doesn't means i dont care..!!!!! i never had friends who wants to bring mi down soo badly ... and if you really want to win mi... then you just bloody hell study lah... omg... when you say we are friends..i kinda doubt it... i didn't know that friendship could be so fragile...

Fun...Fun..Fun....i love my life...^^







Ps : When it comes to the matters of love , should we listen to our heart , head, or our best friend....??

with love and hugs,
xuan ..^^