my james and jamies went social house and st james without mi yesterday..:( it a saturday night people and i have to lay on bed becoz im f**king sick...ANGRY..!!! i miss clubbing ...and my dear amin asked mi to go zirca today becoz its a big big gay event... totally shocked when i recieve his call yesterday..like he still rmb wat i said to him a month ago...telling him how my friends break his promise by keep telling mi that he will bring mi go one fine day...and till now he still never fufill his promise..!! although we never keep in contact anymore but well... i still want him to fufill the promise he made...i might be a person who break a promise easily..becoz i always believe that promises is for a person to break... but only i can break no one else..!!!$$#@^%@!

but looking on the brighter side.... i resisted the temptions...ahaha... the clubbing temptations..!!claps for mi..!! my dearest mayne and attica sent mi sms... and i can still say NO..!! a good start definitely.. hope my determination can last till i finish my EST...:) but my friend's birthday is coming and we are celebrating it in st james... i really need to make a exception becoz its he's 18th birthday..!! ahah...

i wasted my weekend and im gonna waste tml too...screwed..!!wanna study for my upcoming exams but due to a lack of self discinpline ... i did nth but used sick as an excuse to lie on bed the whole day and watch tv... sickening xuan.. totally hate these part of myself..!!!

ps. i wanna go supper club....!! baby girls wanna go with mi after my exams... ??? ^^
pps. going to do my hair tml...ahha...hippy..!

love,xuan