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12:45 PM Wednesday, November 25, 2009
I can't be myself when im with you... the other side of me you never knew...>>
i dont know why whenever im with you ,i just feel so tense and stress..i can be a fun and loving friend.. but when im with you..im nth but a quiet and reserve person...there are so much things that i want to tell you but i dont know how to put it.. im so afraid that you're not interested . Im so afraid that you think im so childish and my thinking is ridiculous. im so afraid of these and that , that i've lost myself when im with you.
I have no problem opening up to my friends.. i can tell them anything and everything about me . But i can never do that when im with you , i made everything a secret .Whenever you ask me to talk to you , im just speechless ,dumb found .. becoz i dont know wat i can say and wat i cant . I want to open up when im with you but i just can't . I want to let you into my world but you just don't seems to have found the key . Or i didn't even issue you the key at all to enter these world of mine.
Maybe im trying too hard ,thats why i destroyed the image you have for me.. Maybe becoz i liked you too much thats why i dont want to let you see that side of me. Trying too hard to be perfect becoz im scare you would turn away from me. Im sorry for not being myself when im with you.
love,
xuan