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4:01 AM Saturday, December 19, 2009
i hate myself for being such a coward ,
i hate myself for being so sensitive towards other people's feeling and putting myself at a disadvantage position ,
i hate myself for not having the courage to say NO and walk off ,
i hate myself for putting up a strong front when i feel like crying inside,
i hate it when i dont know how to express myself,
i hate it when i have so much to say and i dont know how to spit it out.
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i just realize the "world" that i lived in only exist becoz im so well protected and well loved by the ones who loved me dearly.. only when you get out of the world that you lived in..you realize there are two sides... the world that you live in is just a illusion.. when reality steps in , your world disappear and you will see the other side , its not wat you imagined it to be....
love ,
xuan