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10:10 AM Monday, April 11, 2011
Why do i end up like this in love ?
There are fears that i have inside ,
there are emotions that i dont express
and feelings that i dont share....
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I'm afraid that u will find me not understanding ,
so i stopped saying IMY and stopped asking when r u coming back..
I'm afraid that u will find me irritating ,
so i reduced the no. of time msging u becoz u will be in the office...
I'm afraid that u will find me childish ,
so i stopped PING-ing u on bbm
I'm afraid of doing almost everything
becoz im afraid of losing u....
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i used to think that its best that couples seldom meet becoz it reduces the chances of quarreling ,
so i looked out for guys that r going army or for some particular reasons they r seldom in town.
But i no longer feel this way now..
The feeling of missing the other party so badly yet u cant see/meet is unbearable.
thats exactly how i'm feeling right now..
to show my unhappiness i always end up throwing tantrums to the other party
n i feel bad too....
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i dont wish to tell u how i feel or express myself anymore is becoz there is nothing u can do to make me feel better..
u dont have to ask me wat i want u to do becoz i dont know wat i want too...
Im not happy at all ,
just let me stay away from u for awhile....
Love,
Xuan