Blogger
Tweet with me
Chats
Affiliates
Xuan's twitterAngelababy (HK)
Janice Man (HK)
Elanne(HK)
Lena
QUEEN
AmandaOng
Archives
November 2007December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
December 2011
January 2012
July 2013
November 2013
January 2014
4:06 PM Tuesday, July 2, 2013
I used to look follow to start working because that will be the time when i have full control of how i wan my life to be. i'll get to choose which industry to enter, i'll get to request for the amt of salary i think i deserve and i believe that will be the time when i can earn lots of money! :D
But recently i got afraid about graduating... i got afraid because i don't know what lies ahead...n negative thoughts took over my head (bad thing.. negative thoughts brings u nowhere but pull u down). i was scare that i couldn't find my ideal job, get my ideal pay and i'm afraid that i will have to work in a really far place!!!!!
I told my bf about it and he say 船到桥头自然直, told my sis about it and she say its too early to get worry now. both of them are so bad at comforting me..;(
Uncertainty happens a lot of times in our life; be it getting a new job, getting into a r/s or marriage or getting a house( not sure if u r getting the best deal)etc. I guess its pretty normal to feel scare because its a change, a new start and it might be something so new to u that u have never experience before( for my case, its all 3).
Life is exciting because you don't know whats ahead, you don't know what god has planned for u..so here i am trying to overcome my fear of change and i'm gonna start being hopeful of what the future holds for me...;）
Lots of love.
